I'm going.


- Ballistic.


Beyond Belief.


Yup, That's true, I'm afraid.

It's Saturday.
Pulau Ubin today.
& if I'm not wrong, I still carry the essence in the air.

Lily frenchplated my hair.
Very nice.
I want to keep it there like forever.
But cannot, I gotta learn how to tie my own!

Today got Fusion, I'm feeling quite miserable that I'm not going.
But then... How to say leh?
I got so many obstacles in the way!

One is about Daddy, okay, that part is PRIVATE & CONFIDENTAL!
If you want to know, must come and approach me personally.

Two is today no mood, got so many things on. I actually do have a lot on.

Three, this year O levels, my sacrifice level is increasing.

FOUR & FIVE:
4: Nobody going leh. Maybe got la. But still, you know....
5: If they're not going, I have no sense of direction so, yeah.

Today I'm feeling really very sian.
like no life, no mood for anything at all.
I dont even feel like studying.
I did matrices today and I was like :O
New topic!

And then I died the rest of the day.
I couldn't look at my SS book anymore.
Because the more I did, the more I yawned.
And and and I was just really lethargic.
I did what was against my will today, but
THERE WAS NO CONTROL!

I was like a couch potato.
Switch on TV, watch TV, ate things.
I was planning not to eat and exercise, in the end?!
-.-
Then I just... I just feel really lifeless.
I dont know how Daddy does it.
Where does he get this will from?
Cant he give me some?

And tmr.... I hope & pray that
Tomorrow's a better day.
Yeah.