HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASPREET.

Uh I mean like um previously in the day that is! (:

She's so lucky, her birthday's like so grand.
But honestly, my birthday was just a perfectly normal day.
Maybe with the acception of daddy. (:

Honestly speaking, since Sunday up til now, everything's been fine.
I've still been little me.
Always looking at the greener grass in life.
Like Mummy and Daddy and the good in my classmates!
Except, I keep forgetting to say grace before I eat :(
Sorry God, will remember to say it.
And also, I skipped break today, was doing matrices hw until so focused.

Oh well, but it was a blessing, I saved money.
Talking about money, I finally bought my very own CHINESE DICTIONARY HAHA!
The Hans one that we all have!
And THANK GOD, like REALLY REALLY THANK GOD,
A NEW HEADSET WAS INSIDE!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!
TIME TO DIG UP MY MP3 PLAYER AGAIN!
GONNA TREASURE THIS HEADSET LIKE MAD!!!!!
I think this time I'm gonna try and find lots of Christian songs to put in there! :D!

The lady or Auntie was really nice too!
I gave her my paper crumpled $50 note and
her change was all PLASTIC NOTES and a nice $1 coin! ($18)
:O! She's so funny and nice!
I couldnt bear to use them.
I gave it to my dad instead, no not daddy.
My biological father, is either dad or papa (:
Saved the $10 probably can use for this friday, which is GOOD FRIDAY!

Lol, there's like no service but im gonna have cg outing.
At Clarke Quay there I heard some place called "settlers" or something.
Some place where you can play board games and eat at the same time!
Hmmm Sounds interesting, heard lots of church people know about it too!
I dont. =/ But I'm gonna.
Then later maybe I'm gonna go with mummy, daddy and daddy's company to
City Harvest for some event thingy I guess.
Yet to confirm but most likely going.
Friday sounds like it's gonna be massive outing.

I just realised that this week, I'm super ultra free.
Which is not true. Just didnt do my usual work.
Suppose to study.
I did Bio, it was so easy!
Chemistry looked kinda foreign like reading a book but
discovering things that were there that you didnt know!
Lit was as usual boring. Read it le lor.
Honestly, Mockingbird's better ;)
Maths was MATRICES MATRICES MATRICES.
Ok Matrices is easy my only problem is the multiplication part.
I always screw up!
It's like the first row multiply by the first column then the same row by the next column.
Gotta remember that, meaning I have to do more practices.
And I'm very happy! I could do coordinate geometry the online quiz thingy
80%! PASSED! A! Wheeeeeee!
With some exceptional help of course!
I was armed with my Sec3 textbook and my sister beside me...
JIEJIE I LOVE YOU! (:

And then now, Staying up to do Geography.
Sigh isnt it interesting researching on Bangladesh and Belgium
2 countries 1DC 1LDC.
Then listing the factors that affect their D-ing.

Sigh, I've been feeling sort of depressed and kept zoning out.
But relax, paid attention during lessons.
Other than that, spacing out and zoning.
I guess today I was suppose to go for tuition cuz I didnt go ytd...
But I didnt go. I guess I was tired.
Came home, lethargic didnt want to do anything.
Just felt like settling for a nice nap.
Smsed daddy. This man has a busy life.
Chinese Exam tmr! STILL GO OUT! -.- *salutes*
Btw, good luck to Daddy, Chinese Exam, my Chinese test is next week. (:

I dont feel like doing geo anymore.
And i dont know what's wrong with me.
One moment I'm all happy and excited and bouncing.
Got inspiration to do well for O levels hence,
inspiration to study.
Next minute so down, depressed and quiet.
No inspiration to do anything just want to slack.
Dont feel like taking O levels this year...
My appetite's changed too.
I cut down. LIKE MAJOR CUT DOWN.
Used to gorge myself with food.
Now, is I dont feel like eating but I'll just eat for the sake of eating.
Say grace then eat.
Sometimes I really dont feel like eating just have a snack or something small.
Then spend the rest of the day away.

Today I had REW. Religious Emphasis Week.
Tmr gonna have as well.
It was in the Agape Concert Hall aka Auditorium.
I felt like I was gonna go for service.
But a really weird one!
Filled with lots of PL Lites in uniforms xD.
Met Charmz so I sat with Charmz.
Was kinda cool, we actually sat at the top row there.
Usually service doesnt allow that haha.
Luke, Glenn, Timothy and Samuel were playing.
Luke sounded not very like his usual self.
He sounded very controlled.
Usually during service he'd be all enthusiastic.
I wasnt used to this.
And another cool thing was that you could actually hear people singing!
I thought nobody sang for chapels. It was dead quiet usually.
AMAZING!
Charlene shared her testimony, she-CRIED!
I was surprised and shocked, wanted to go and give her a nice big bear huggy before I left the auditorium but so crowded and didnt manage to. ):
Pastor Reuben was as usual so funny with his entertaining events and stories.
Haha. It was like everyone was laughing and he manipulated the thunder sounds!
Lol! But it was rather impressive and meaningful, could be that GOD was there!
Or like like I dont know, my imagination is going WILD! 2AM le.

Oh well done, maybe i should really go to bed.
Tmr still got a long day ahead.
I can practically recite my new timetable to you!
Geo 1p, walao first thing in the morning! Lucky only 1p. Break. F&N, 3 periods, gonna die.
Lit, 1p, thank GOD! Chinese, 2p, then chapel again. CHAPEL IS 2P! YEAH!
Then probably maths remedial or something. And CCA AND HOUSE MEETING CLASH!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Hahaha! Both are boring. But i guess going for Housemeeting for a change is better than keep on going for CCA. Housemeetings are really useless I dont see any point in it at all. Then probably my day ends and I can die at home.

CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!!! (:(:(:(:(:!!!
THIS WEEK IS LIKE THE FREEEST EVEEERR!
NO TUITION ON SAT! But got English Tuition and Maths Tuition in sch I think =/
And no tuition means I got extra MATHS TO DO! Argh. Why didnt I think of that!
Gonna do stuff on sat too!
Gotta squuueezzee in all my hw time!
Lol. My schedule is so planned out and arranged wheeeee!

Sigh, should I go and sleep now?
Dont feel like it but tmr's like super long. =/




I'm really sorry about some of the stuff that happened.
Shoulda take notice of your feelings and what you were thinking.
You're so sweet and so thoughtful. I guess I was really blur.
I'm sorry, you're my best best friend ever! I love you! (:




these words are my own, from my heart flow.

That's all I got to say,
Can't think of a better way,
And that's all I've got to say,
I love you, is that okay?

(: