AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
JUST CAME BACK FROM MINSTRY RETREAT!

LOOOOOOOOOOOVED IT!
I tell you whenever Glenn is playing the guitar or any of our worship leads are,
WOOOOOORSHIP IS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS EXTRA EXTRA GRAND WITH THEM AROUND!

I enjoyed myself even tho there were some silly moments of me embarrassing myself,
nothing unusual, it always happen to me -.-

ANYWAY, This is how it is, okay? Summary because I got holocaust thingy at 1pm which is um I'm gonna be late for it again. ANYWAY.

Okay, I came, I went Macs with Charmz & Mander Liu, nicole & steph.
Kinda sian but quite okay, Ah Liu was quite entertaining :P

I loved the worship sessions, and we sang All Things Are Possible!
NICE SONG YEAH! YOU BET!

And we spend the whole day doing my timeline.
People cried because of all the bad memories.
I did too. I was touched actually, I was so amazed at how I was.
I think I had low self-esteem, that's why I was amazed =/

Timeline was so long and draggy and I was dying trying to remember the memories,
since I disposed so many of it, I just refused to remember it.
And I also discovered stuff about myself like I have mentioned about and things,
that I have in common with other people.
Some common stuff are PARENTS.
YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THEM TIL YOU ARE ONE!
Yar. Well, it's kinda true.
Second one is Studies!
Then the rest is like random stuff I guess.
BGR. Quite common, I realised that I was strong in BGR!
Like duh. Because of all the weird things that happened to me.
And other people's timeline can be SO INTERESTING & COMICAL!
REALLY! I was laughing like siao! Listening to others!

AND YOU KNOW WHAT! WE HAD MACS THE WHOLE DAY!
BREAKFAST LUNCH DINNER AND NOW, I AM GONNA GO MACS TO DO WORK AND PROJ!
OMGOMGOMGOMG! Probably for lunch also OMG!

At night was the funniest!
I loved it when we all gathered. You could really feel the fun and the spirit.
We ate together, played together, like did everything together.
Then we realised that Glenn had all the keys to our rooms and the doors were locked.
By that time it was like what 11pm alr? 12 alr?
So we all went to third level and talked and................
I LOVED LOVED LOVED THE QUESTION GAME!
It's like you must talk in all the question language like when someone asks you
Do you know what is the time now?
Then you must answer it with another question example:
Must I know what is the time now?
OR
Why should I tell you?
xD! MEAN ONE!
Everyone's favourite was WHY JESUS!?
And we also played the hand tapping game.
It was fun! One by one all got out.
The people who saboed others, got saboed by themselves so lame!
I got out too haha.
And then we were all random talking
with steph and her usual chants of "My life is complete."
xD! But she was good she encountered every question with another question.
And they all made me laugh like mad!
Then the best part was this:
GLENN! WHERE DID YOU GO?
Glenn: I went for supper
Reply: YOU LOSE!
xD!!!!!!!!
So mean, poor Glenn!
Then I finally told him that we were playing the question game.
He got on it real fast!
Not bad ay?
So anyway, my embarrassing moment was the fact that I realised I took so long to bathe plus plus I thought I took shampoo, instead I was using olive oil to wash my hair -.-
Really witty honestly I didnt know until i was like why the shampoo so oilly!
Until i remembered the europe trip and my mother filling the shampoo bottles with olive oil!
*CURSES* The stupid transparent liquid looks like the shampoo MAH!
-.-!
That was about it, while waiting for my hair to dry, played Tai-di.
Played about 5 games and won only 1 haha.
There were people keep disturbing other people who wanted to sleep so comical!
Played Barbie Uno as well.
Then there's this guy who commented:
"Sorry, we are halal dont play barbie"
xD!!!!
WHATEVER!
xD!!!
Also, had this like um secret meeting at the 3rd level, 2 girls, 3 guys.
Talking about Your Mama so fat jokes and racism jokes.
The racism jokes were funny but very mean!
Your Mama so fat was very common, even sounded like the Blond jokes!
Then i decided i was too quiet so i wanted to go to sleep.
My hair was like 3/5 dry in the sense.

NEXT MORNING WOKE UP OILLY HAIR! ARGH!
So now, I've washed my hair!
YEAH! Feels goooooooooooood!
Oh yeah this morning had breakfast at A HAWKER CENTRE
THANK GOD! NO MORE MACS!
Not bad the fishball noodles were $2! :D!
Enjoyed the CHILLLIII!
And I spoiled Charmz shoes also BOOOO
Sorry honey! I really am!
Felt so bad and guilty.
Couldnt really sing properly at Worship,
but I loved the songs, I really do.
And every I had worship, I felt like GOD was speaking to me.

You know, last night's worship, it was the best night.
I felt GOD's presence and he was just surrounding us.
Glenn was like the messenger from GOD!
When he spoke that prayer for me, I heard GOD in those words.
And I felt like GOD was hearing me all the long whenever I was praying to him.
When Glenn spoke the words, it was a reply from GOD, assurance.
I was so touched, I was shocked at first, everyone was tearing.
I didnt tear in front of everyone, I went out of the room,
sat in the open and when I realised the true meaning of the prayer,
I broke down in my own silent tears. I was wondering why
what did we do to deserve this? This kindness? I was just really touched.
Gen prayed for a companion to be beside me.
GOD knew I was alone, I'm like the loner. The domineering person or some sort.
He did give me a companion, a friend, and it was daddy, because daddy fit all the descriptions in the prayer.
A friend, accompanied me, encourage me and all that.
Everything of a friend, including the teasing and all.
I knew it was different, it wasnt romance or love, it was pure friendship.

I really really want to thank GOD!
And I believe GOD was talking to me also because I didnt feel afraid.
I felt like someone was there, but I wasnt afraid, in fact, I felt proud.
Like I'm so proud to have GOD or someone to care for me so much!
The feeling was just so nice and flowing.
Not only did I not feel afraid.
GOD talked to me through worship, through his songs!
And it's really cool because today morning, when i woke up,
I was singing a song halfway through.
It was MIGHTY TO SAVE
I was singing subconsciously the chorus like when I woke up I found myself singing
"Saviour, He can move the mountains My GOD is mighty to save He is mighty to save"
It was soooo cool! This is the second time it happened!
That other time when it happened was the song "Blessed Be Your Name"!
It was when we were still at the sanctuary, I was singing
"Blessed Be Your Name" throughout the week then when I came for service at night,
WOAH. I was so surprised!

GOD! I am really appreciative and amazed by how YOU communicate with me!
It's so amazing I really just want to keep on praising your name!

MARK 1:3
"a voice of one calling in the desert,
Prepare the way for the Lord,
make straight paths for him."

The songs we sang were:
First Worship: For Who You are, Let us adore him, The Stand & Beautiful Saviour.
The words of these songs have great magnitude, as great as the songs:
Heart Of Worship, You Laid Aside Your Majesty, You are my all in all.
Second Worship: Mighty To Save, How Great is Our God, Still & What a friend I've found

Such sweet beautiful melodious songs!
I hope you will love them so so so much like I do!

Ok crap, I am late right now but I think GOD is not my top priority,
HE is my ONLY priority.

I love you all as much as GOD loves you too!

DUCKIE! :D!
See all the church people on Sunday.
And Daddy, now you know what's really going on huh.
:P
Oh wait that was suppose to be a question! Argh NEVERMIND! :P