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the ran-DOME. & bore-DOME. YEAH. -..-//
Sunday, 6 April 2008 @ 22:23 Okay, so... lizard in the toilet, baby lizard. Went there freaked ya.
That was just now, cuz I just bathed. My mum sprayed insectide at it luckily, I didnt die in the toilet. WELL ANYWAY! SUNDAY! :D! We'll all be living in denial that tmr is MONDAY. Oh and dadddy just sms me Colbie Caillat was on tv, Rouge. Aiya..... Oh wells, okay um today was not very nice. Woke up at an unlikely time. By the time I reached church, late for cell. Service was enjoying. Sermon was good. Worship was as usual, superb. I guess I was particularly happy. But I felt alone today. Like my usual friends were gone. Then I back to church and was alone at the third level doing hw. It was quite mundane and boring. The exciting part was when I joined dadddy. But that was a long process of: 1. Was at church first. 2. Then take bus go home, bus took eternity to come. 3. Reach home charge phone and pack the rest of my hw. PHONE TOOK DECADES TO CHARGE FINISH. 4. Go back to church, wait for bus. 5. Then MRT to Orchard there where daddy is. I thought daddy was with his friend. Actually not lor. He was alone. Daddy made my day. Help me with hw again. :D Today was gratifying because I actually at last I did HOMEWORK. Yay. I dont know what's wrong with me. I have become so distracted by my thoughts. I'm not happy. Sad? I'm not too sure. It's a feeling like I'm just a wandering spirit with empty emotions. Utterly cold. When I saw that look in your eyes, it was like daggers piercing into the ice. And when I read about what had happened, my heart contracted really hard for awhile. How could you do this to me? Why? I was depressed by your very words. You affect me in so many ways. I detect your emotions and get so distracted. Why are you so cold? I want to feel that warm again. Bright and cheery warmness. I realised that you disappear in the speed of light when attention is directed to you. I hope we'll make it up cuz I really want you. To Be With Me Forever. Is this the feeling of brokenness? Duckie ain emo. Is she? But I can tell you, that Duckie is sleepy haha. |