YoyOYO!

I guess I'm feeling like erm happie in a way? Which is bad I think.
Remember how happy I was before my Mid Years then DE DE DEEEEENNNNN!!!!

Well, yes, suddenly I'm feeling extremely inspired to work hard!
Been doing Mock Papers a lot. Everytime we get the mock papers, we've like, which freaking school paper is this? So far, we've come across Cedars, Nan Chiau, CHIJ Katong Convent and ah, other weird unknown Chinese Schools. Really. I don't know where they are from! But ah well, I'm getting used to the papers! HOWEVER! I want to complain!!! WHY! WHY THE COMPREHENSION PART SOOOOO CHIEM!

They got all the guan yong yu, yan yu so it's like literature, CHINESE LITERATURE! Need to read in between the lines. I'm still feeling kind of demoralised by my Mid Years hmm but I've decided that it means I will have to do like seriously madly well for Prelims. I'm actually planning to go JC and be like a 1 pointer, on sparr with my sisters since like they are around the ranges of points like 10 and um 6?

I have an advantage, I got 7 subjects so well, 7 pointer? I'm gonna try. I must tell myself that's it's possible! I CAN DO IT! *breathes in* Yeah well. First stop is Chinese! Chinese Chinese Chinese!!! Our school has been doing Chinese Intensive! Really! 2 weeks already. Everyday do Paper 1 and Paper 2. LAH LAH LAH LAH. I admit I'm bored but then hey, I like keeping busy.

AND WOAH! HEY I FINISHED 4A ZUO YE LE! Onward to 4B ZUO YE! Must try to finish the whole book! I hate Miao Xie! It's like Chinese Abstract so it's super chiem! Aiya, anyway, I think today's quite a cool day. Although I didn't talk much initially but then later when I was babbling like an idiot like um now.... I spoke almost every line that comes out of my mouth rhymes with each other! Like I commented about daddy.

I said AHEM! Daddy never exercise that's why he's so big size :P. Then on MSN, at a random thought because today I felt like I have indulged myself with food again. So I said I feel like a big round ball, why don't you just roll me around on the floor? It's a random thought, but hey it rhymes! It's one of those rhyming days again! Lol! So fascinating. Impromptu rhymes. I love love love love LOVE it! (:

So well, I suddenly feel like I've been cut away from my friends and social circle. Maybe that is happening or because I've being doing too much Chinese Intensive that it feels like the days pass really fast. And oh look hey, our Chinese O Level Exam is here! And the June Holiday Schedule is gonna take place like extremely soon, next week in fact, after our Chinese O Level Paper. Sigh.

The days ahead look creamed hard work and terror. Fear? Not really. I like the idea of now. Doing Chinese Intensive everyday. Don't call me crazy, it's just I really like my Chinese teacher, she's so funny! Lol! And well, should I say this? There was one question from the Paper 1 which was like Many students say that School life is hard, how far do you agree with this? And when the teachers were going through this topic, one of the things that she mention that captivate me and reach out to me a lot was the fact that we're lonely.

This is factual in fact. I face this everyday. Okay, maybe not really. Maybe I have friends or people but then I don't really talk to them because.... Well, the reason why we don't have friends or that we're lonely is most likely the fact that nowadays we just make friends with people who are like um better than us in their academic grades so.... Well, you get the drift. Even I am like that. I would rather be alone then mix around with the people I don't really like to be in their company with.

Guess I'm an introvert at times but I have my reasons okay... Daddy you of all people should know this the best. And we all have fair weather friends. I have them too. It's kind of obvious. Everyone's ticking out for themselves, who the hell cares about you? And I think it's true that nowadays we youngsters are selfish lol. The Bao Zhang Bao Dao is good, it makes me realise a lot of ugly things about us Singaporeans and just the nature of people and reality.

Did I write very long today? :D! Hmm. Just had so many thoughts to put down. If I'm anymore un-interactive, then I guess my entries can grow longer. I've a busy weekend to look forward to. And I can just tell you the bits. Thursday, school, BLAH and on both days, Thurs and Fri, probably spend the whole day trying to do the Zuo Ye and revise for Chinese. Friday got school, tuition and at night, rehearsal, gonna be the best night of the week :P. Saturday, the com lesson again. Then tuition all the way until I get exhausted still hanging on. Maybe do some more revision for Chinese. HILLSONG CONCERT! Sunday, CHURCH! But no CG, cuz of Hillsong Concert. Sunday, the most anxious day before THE DAY! Gonna have Chinese tuition afterwards also.... Wow, my weekend looks so planned ahead.

And goodness, just wait for the holidays to start... That's when the REAL nightmares BEGAN! But my teacher say for us, first week of hols should be less intensive than the second week... What the heck lah she.... Oh well, okok, I'm just gonna die here or just do more Chinese.

PS: The guan you yu and yan yu are really rather fascinating!!! And interesting, I must say! :P!

Duckie, the quackie monsterr. LOVES HER BEANIES AND TEDDIES! :D! Ciao. *SARANGHAE! (: