Heyy all. Thursday and GUESS WHAT!?
IT'S RAINNIIINNNNNNNGGGGGG AGAIN!

I love rainy days!
Suppose to have cca now but I dont know, there's a new trainer I think.
And he is not teaching anything or starting lessons yet.

Wow. Yeah.

Btw, my favourite quote for the past few days is

WHEN IN DOUBT, look intelligent. :)

xD! Love love love that line from the readers digest, april issue i think.

And omg, this week's gonna be madness again. I just had chinese test today.
And CRAP! Later gotta go school's kitchen and check for some stuff I think.
Haha. I think a lot. Needs to stop thinking for a little while.

Ahhhh! CCA start alrdy! BYE! Talk next time or later!

Hey. It's raining again!
No third poem for this rain.
But this rain reminds me of what Dwight said.
He said he loved rainy days because they made him emo.
But I love rainy days because of so many good things!
They help to cool and wash the Earth.
Let the plants drink the water. Wash the buildings as well.
And they wash away my feelings about how I feel in the day.

SO. Today did not go very well.
I dont know WHY but school keep changing timetable.
Teacher say will give us new timetable end up never give.
Thank GOD today's subjects were like quite the same.
And I hate the new sitting arrangement.
Hate the current and the upcoming one.
That woman...... %*^&@£$* Sorry, those things doesnt mean anything actually.

Yesterday however, was not much well either.
I was on duty but I came late.
I dont know what's wrong with me.
My head alert went off at 7 plus then I fell asleep.
Then woke up at what 8 plus, jump from my bed and go bathe.
Who knows, daddy was the early bird!
And um had to ask him to go to school there by himself!
Sorry dadd, Duck din mean it :(
And another thing, he looked so sian and all during the breakfast with JESUS!
:O! I wanted to sit with him but he was sitting with the guys cell
then I wanted to sit with my cell and it felt weird if i joined the guys cell
so I sat where I was meant to sit, with my cell! (:
Sorry to Caiying oso. Was late :( Will come early next time!

Then hung around in school. OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, SCHOOL!
And we had a grand feast in the parade square! Lol.

Anyway, hung around but then went to church to study.
Or do hw more likely. Waaah to come clean, I didnt feel like doing at all!
But remember what I said in my blog, WILL DO HOMEWORK!
So yeah, I hate bao zhang bao dao, always dont know what to write.
Maybe not dunno what to write, more like how to put it down in words...
Do halfway then go do something else and ........
Everyone come to me and ask me for help for Literature!
Literature is like the easiest thing ever! :P!
Vic needs help with her lit book, really interesting! (:
Daddy got help with his A Math hw from Vic & K Mah, see daddy I told you my church friends were SMART. HA! (:
And I swapped hw with daddy! He do my bao zhng bao dao I do his lit hw!
It was like any other lit hw. Except 2 poems and 2 unseen proses.
I only read 1 haha. Some prisoner army thing.
You read the vocab words they use, can tell hahaha.
AND WITH CONSTANT AMUSING INTERRRUPTIONS.
Correction: ENTERTAINING interruptions (XD!) to spice up doing hw in church.
Alex and Samuel Poh were there then Alex was like "Er Poh got something to say"
Then um Poh was struggling to run away... Er Okay... (*rhymes!)
So funny la. I dont know what they were up to or whatsoever, guess it was the usual teasing. Oh well...
Then drag their cellgroup members along oso. Lol!
But I did manage to finish only 1 of his lit hw for daddy.
Daddy didnt manage to finish my one of my bao zhang bao dao lol lol.
But it was really looooong haha thanks daddy.

We "died" in the third level. Could be overdose of hw LOL!
Then halfway realise that outside suddenly very quiet.
Everybody was gone! So empty outside.... And the noise was back after awhile,
while daddy and I continue to do hw. More like he continued and I went out to play cards hahaha!
Then before I could go back, they trapped me and Samuel Poh together.
it was like :O! OMG! WAD WAD WAD WAD WAD!!?!??!?!
I was like !?!?!?!!!?!!!!!!! and daddy ESCAPED! TRAITOR! RAWR!
It was really funny but quite sad. I laughed and stopped laughing halfway.
Then FINALLY WAAAH AT LAST! Could see the life outside. -.-.

And DADDY PANGSEH ME HALFWAY! Say go bugis or what after church!
Sigh. But daddy to tell you the truth, I didnt feel like going anywhere,
I didnt even feel like doing anything, just wanted to sit down and slack :P
I'm soooooo lazy right! (:

Yeah that's to sum up Sunday!
It is always fun and happening at church even tho sometimes the atmosphere like
-.- ... *wind blow* .... . . . . .
Oh well, okok. I'm hungry I want to eat.

It's still raining, but GOD BLESS THE RAIN! (:

The sound of applause.
The darkness that devours light's existence.
The coolness of the wind.
The wetness of it all.

IT IS RAIN PEOPLE! THE ONE AND ONLY SOUND!

YEAH YEAH YEAH! Thank GOD it rained lor!

I tell you arh, Ducks loves rain ESP THIS ONE RIGHT HERE!
*POINTS TO SELF*

Yeah yeah yeah. (:
So um today is Saturday, Thursday was madness honestly.
Whole school had housemeeting seriously.
People were shouting and screaming in their coloured tees.
All the guys from the other schools from the table tennis competition
so K.P.O made us feel embarrassed. Then did some stupid cheer dance.
MUMMY DIDNT PARTICIPATE AT ALL STILL CRITICISING ME!
*POKES mummy!*
She only participated when she was forced to do the dance thingy as well.
Didnt see how people still could go for cca but they did. Wow.
Dodsworth cheers sounded rather good.
Ours was... I only like the combined one I guess, but not too good haha.
Anyway, still went for cca. I dont know how but I did.
Go there switch on com then open programme.
Before I could load picture and edit it oh, lesson end.
Like WOW
Yeah so go home lor.
Thursday suppose to do work, however, ended up snoozing, sorry la.
The same thing tired, lethargic lor.
Then Friday Omg. Got Service at 9!
Rise & shine go for service, in the end, late.
Came in halfway during sermon.
Oh wells.
It was kinda boring but okay I guess! Then went to have lunch @ Hong Kong Street.
Not too bad the food. Fried rice was the best tho.
Lol lol lol. Then went to settlers.
It was like how near my house please.
At the place where I used to work, opposite.
Played TABOO! DARN FUN LA!
What I had to make them guess was funny and um it was ENTERTAINING
and kinda stressful at the same time.
Everyone kept forgetting the time tho.
Then we played cluedo.
A long and boring game.
I gave up on deciding who did what who and all.
Then had to rush to go for the city harvest thing.
I realised I got like wad um 18 missed calls from daddy...
Wow you love your duck so much, I'm touched! XD!
I really rushed, then up thank GOD mummy wasnt lost or anything!
Was so worried la!
And I was so happy to see dadddy Lol.
Weird anyway, so we were in the train and it was a long and quiet trip.
I always took opportunity, got chance sit down.
So mummy stood near the door, daddy stood near the glass thingy at the opp side.
I sat near the glass thingy same row as daddy but not so near, there wee people in between us.
Mummy stand there and build sandcastles in the air.
Daddy and I were listening to music. His ipod Shutter and my MP3 player.
He looked so worried or something.
First time I see him like that.
Usually always act so cool so calm. Haha.
Say his fren hurrying him.
I was like oh
And as usual, the teenage trend
WE WERE LATE.
Yup Teenage Trend, told you le.
City Harvest is in BOON LAY
and they hold services across Singapore, in the EXPO
like wow.
The drama was rather real really good drama.
But I didnt really like it.
Reminded me of watching some life telecast for tv or something.
I really didnt like it but it was acceptable.
It felt like they combined the stories together.
And I knew all the stories.
The speaker was okay, their sermon was short compared to TNG.
My main highlight about the city harvest church was that, unlike TNG
They are like really really open, they arent like i dont know you so I dont talk to you.
They are really OPEN they will talk and all, that is for me.
Mummy is just SUAY the lor! (:
Yeah and um daddy and his fren sat together.
Me and mummy were posted else where away from which other.
But i could see daddy adn his fren from where I was sitting.
Then I suppose mummy sat higher on the top of me lor.
Got altar call and I went EVERYONE went except mummy.
The stage was quite packed.
We had some free gifts and stuff haha. Then we left.
Foody was good. Daddy's fren was kinda scary. He got food for me when I never asked.
But so gentlemanly really. Basic courtesy politeness all score full marks.
Not too bad :D
Daddy is pass only hahahaha. :P
Then daddy and mummy and I went jurong point. Long ride back again.
I was listening to daddy's ipod Shutter! So cute leh the little thing!
I was as big as daddy's thumb and smaller than his thumb!
If I can, I would have taken a picture of it and show it to your guys!
Just imagine a fat thumb, the ipod shutter is fatter and broader and skinnier than the thumb but just a little slightly but it is shorter than the thumb, it's just about um the part where you put your thumbprint down for like your IC that area.
AAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD................
I think everyone who sees me and daddy thinks we're an item REALLY!
It's like daddy go to 77th street then the lady saw daddy and saw me looking,
she recommended what nail polish thing. I was like rightt... And she's talking to daddy and facing my direction too arh um eh okay...
Then it was starting of us going our separate ways. Boo hoo, daddy was leaving first.
Then mummy then me.
The train was like crowded la, kinda.
Sat with daddy again listening to his ipod Shutter hehe.
So nice the songs inside! I LOVE THE MICHELLE BRANCH SONGS!
Just wished daddy had One of These Days also. He had Hotel Paper tho.
Omg and halfway mummy's mummy called me and asked me where mummy was...
I was like ZOMG! So scary! And I couldnt really hear mummy's mummy properly cuz well um in the mrt train then still underground i think. Oh wells. Had to guess what she wanted to say ter meh. =/

ANYWAYS! TMR'S EEEAAAASSSSSTEEEEEEEEER! Daddy's coming yeah yeah!
Asked him to go haha. And I guess he is. Second time at my school I suppose. That person arh. He went to my school before and aiyo. Okok. He is forgiven lalala.

Tomorrow is le EXCITING!
HEEHEE! Okay got nothing much more to say le unless you wanna hear about complains.
1) I am no super mega gigabyte robotic miracle machine. Can't keep on studying for a day and you expect me to remember every single thing.
2) My sense of direction sucks.
3) My parents are getting annoying. THE REAL ONES.
4) Life is a big whirlpool. Yes, all the emotions in a cauldron.

Okay okay, this life, I will face it til I die.
RHYMES!

-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASPREET.

Uh I mean like um previously in the day that is! (:

She's so lucky, her birthday's like so grand.
But honestly, my birthday was just a perfectly normal day.
Maybe with the acception of daddy. (:

Honestly speaking, since Sunday up til now, everything's been fine.
I've still been little me.
Always looking at the greener grass in life.
Like Mummy and Daddy and the good in my classmates!
Except, I keep forgetting to say grace before I eat :(
Sorry God, will remember to say it.
And also, I skipped break today, was doing matrices hw until so focused.

Oh well, but it was a blessing, I saved money.
Talking about money, I finally bought my very own CHINESE DICTIONARY HAHA!
The Hans one that we all have!
And THANK GOD, like REALLY REALLY THANK GOD,
A NEW HEADSET WAS INSIDE!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!
TIME TO DIG UP MY MP3 PLAYER AGAIN!
GONNA TREASURE THIS HEADSET LIKE MAD!!!!!
I think this time I'm gonna try and find lots of Christian songs to put in there! :D!

The lady or Auntie was really nice too!
I gave her my paper crumpled $50 note and
her change was all PLASTIC NOTES and a nice $1 coin! ($18)
:O! She's so funny and nice!
I couldnt bear to use them.
I gave it to my dad instead, no not daddy.
My biological father, is either dad or papa (:
Saved the $10 probably can use for this friday, which is GOOD FRIDAY!

Lol, there's like no service but im gonna have cg outing.
At Clarke Quay there I heard some place called "settlers" or something.
Some place where you can play board games and eat at the same time!
Hmmm Sounds interesting, heard lots of church people know about it too!
I dont. =/ But I'm gonna.
Then later maybe I'm gonna go with mummy, daddy and daddy's company to
City Harvest for some event thingy I guess.
Yet to confirm but most likely going.
Friday sounds like it's gonna be massive outing.

I just realised that this week, I'm super ultra free.
Which is not true. Just didnt do my usual work.
Suppose to study.
I did Bio, it was so easy!
Chemistry looked kinda foreign like reading a book but
discovering things that were there that you didnt know!
Lit was as usual boring. Read it le lor.
Honestly, Mockingbird's better ;)
Maths was MATRICES MATRICES MATRICES.
Ok Matrices is easy my only problem is the multiplication part.
I always screw up!
It's like the first row multiply by the first column then the same row by the next column.
Gotta remember that, meaning I have to do more practices.
And I'm very happy! I could do coordinate geometry the online quiz thingy
80%! PASSED! A! Wheeeeeee!
With some exceptional help of course!
I was armed with my Sec3 textbook and my sister beside me...
JIEJIE I LOVE YOU! (:

And then now, Staying up to do Geography.
Sigh isnt it interesting researching on Bangladesh and Belgium
2 countries 1DC 1LDC.
Then listing the factors that affect their D-ing.

Sigh, I've been feeling sort of depressed and kept zoning out.
But relax, paid attention during lessons.
Other than that, spacing out and zoning.
I guess today I was suppose to go for tuition cuz I didnt go ytd...
But I didnt go. I guess I was tired.
Came home, lethargic didnt want to do anything.
Just felt like settling for a nice nap.
Smsed daddy. This man has a busy life.
Chinese Exam tmr! STILL GO OUT! -.- *salutes*
Btw, good luck to Daddy, Chinese Exam, my Chinese test is next week. (:

I dont feel like doing geo anymore.
And i dont know what's wrong with me.
One moment I'm all happy and excited and bouncing.
Got inspiration to do well for O levels hence,
inspiration to study.
Next minute so down, depressed and quiet.
No inspiration to do anything just want to slack.
Dont feel like taking O levels this year...
My appetite's changed too.
I cut down. LIKE MAJOR CUT DOWN.
Used to gorge myself with food.
Now, is I dont feel like eating but I'll just eat for the sake of eating.
Say grace then eat.
Sometimes I really dont feel like eating just have a snack or something small.
Then spend the rest of the day away.

Today I had REW. Religious Emphasis Week.
Tmr gonna have as well.
It was in the Agape Concert Hall aka Auditorium.
I felt like I was gonna go for service.
But a really weird one!
Filled with lots of PL Lites in uniforms xD.
Met Charmz so I sat with Charmz.
Was kinda cool, we actually sat at the top row there.
Usually service doesnt allow that haha.
Luke, Glenn, Timothy and Samuel were playing.
Luke sounded not very like his usual self.
He sounded very controlled.
Usually during service he'd be all enthusiastic.
I wasnt used to this.
And another cool thing was that you could actually hear people singing!
I thought nobody sang for chapels. It was dead quiet usually.
AMAZING!
Charlene shared her testimony, she-CRIED!
I was surprised and shocked, wanted to go and give her a nice big bear huggy before I left the auditorium but so crowded and didnt manage to. ):
Pastor Reuben was as usual so funny with his entertaining events and stories.
Haha. It was like everyone was laughing and he manipulated the thunder sounds!
Lol! But it was rather impressive and meaningful, could be that GOD was there!
Or like like I dont know, my imagination is going WILD! 2AM le.

Oh well done, maybe i should really go to bed.
Tmr still got a long day ahead.
I can practically recite my new timetable to you!
Geo 1p, walao first thing in the morning! Lucky only 1p. Break. F&N, 3 periods, gonna die.
Lit, 1p, thank GOD! Chinese, 2p, then chapel again. CHAPEL IS 2P! YEAH!
Then probably maths remedial or something. And CCA AND HOUSE MEETING CLASH!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Hahaha! Both are boring. But i guess going for Housemeeting for a change is better than keep on going for CCA. Housemeetings are really useless I dont see any point in it at all. Then probably my day ends and I can die at home.

CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!!! (:(:(:(:(:!!!
THIS WEEK IS LIKE THE FREEEST EVEEERR!
NO TUITION ON SAT! But got English Tuition and Maths Tuition in sch I think =/
And no tuition means I got extra MATHS TO DO! Argh. Why didnt I think of that!
Gonna do stuff on sat too!
Gotta squuueezzee in all my hw time!
Lol. My schedule is so planned out and arranged wheeeee!

Sigh, should I go and sleep now?
Dont feel like it but tmr's like super long. =/




I'm really sorry about some of the stuff that happened.
Shoulda take notice of your feelings and what you were thinking.
You're so sweet and so thoughtful. I guess I was really blur.
I'm sorry, you're my best best friend ever! I love you! (:




these words are my own, from my heart flow.

That's all I got to say,
Can't think of a better way,
And that's all I've got to say,
I love you, is that okay?

(:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
JUST CAME BACK FROM MINSTRY RETREAT!

LOOOOOOOOOOOVED IT!
I tell you whenever Glenn is playing the guitar or any of our worship leads are,
WOOOOOORSHIP IS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS EXTRA EXTRA GRAND WITH THEM AROUND!

I enjoyed myself even tho there were some silly moments of me embarrassing myself,
nothing unusual, it always happen to me -.-

ANYWAY, This is how it is, okay? Summary because I got holocaust thingy at 1pm which is um I'm gonna be late for it again. ANYWAY.

Okay, I came, I went Macs with Charmz & Mander Liu, nicole & steph.
Kinda sian but quite okay, Ah Liu was quite entertaining :P

I loved the worship sessions, and we sang All Things Are Possible!
NICE SONG YEAH! YOU BET!

And we spend the whole day doing my timeline.
People cried because of all the bad memories.
I did too. I was touched actually, I was so amazed at how I was.
I think I had low self-esteem, that's why I was amazed =/

Timeline was so long and draggy and I was dying trying to remember the memories,
since I disposed so many of it, I just refused to remember it.
And I also discovered stuff about myself like I have mentioned about and things,
that I have in common with other people.
Some common stuff are PARENTS.
YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THEM TIL YOU ARE ONE!
Yar. Well, it's kinda true.
Second one is Studies!
Then the rest is like random stuff I guess.
BGR. Quite common, I realised that I was strong in BGR!
Like duh. Because of all the weird things that happened to me.
And other people's timeline can be SO INTERESTING & COMICAL!
REALLY! I was laughing like siao! Listening to others!

AND YOU KNOW WHAT! WE HAD MACS THE WHOLE DAY!
BREAKFAST LUNCH DINNER AND NOW, I AM GONNA GO MACS TO DO WORK AND PROJ!
OMGOMGOMGOMG! Probably for lunch also OMG!

At night was the funniest!
I loved it when we all gathered. You could really feel the fun and the spirit.
We ate together, played together, like did everything together.
Then we realised that Glenn had all the keys to our rooms and the doors were locked.
By that time it was like what 11pm alr? 12 alr?
So we all went to third level and talked and................
I LOVED LOVED LOVED THE QUESTION GAME!
It's like you must talk in all the question language like when someone asks you
Do you know what is the time now?
Then you must answer it with another question example:
Must I know what is the time now?
OR
Why should I tell you?
xD! MEAN ONE!
Everyone's favourite was WHY JESUS!?
And we also played the hand tapping game.
It was fun! One by one all got out.
The people who saboed others, got saboed by themselves so lame!
I got out too haha.
And then we were all random talking
with steph and her usual chants of "My life is complete."
xD! But she was good she encountered every question with another question.
And they all made me laugh like mad!
Then the best part was this:
GLENN! WHERE DID YOU GO?
Glenn: I went for supper
Reply: YOU LOSE!
xD!!!!!!!!
So mean, poor Glenn!
Then I finally told him that we were playing the question game.
He got on it real fast!
Not bad ay?
So anyway, my embarrassing moment was the fact that I realised I took so long to bathe plus plus I thought I took shampoo, instead I was using olive oil to wash my hair -.-
Really witty honestly I didnt know until i was like why the shampoo so oilly!
Until i remembered the europe trip and my mother filling the shampoo bottles with olive oil!
*CURSES* The stupid transparent liquid looks like the shampoo MAH!
-.-!
That was about it, while waiting for my hair to dry, played Tai-di.
Played about 5 games and won only 1 haha.
There were people keep disturbing other people who wanted to sleep so comical!
Played Barbie Uno as well.
Then there's this guy who commented:
"Sorry, we are halal dont play barbie"
xD!!!!
WHATEVER!
xD!!!
Also, had this like um secret meeting at the 3rd level, 2 girls, 3 guys.
Talking about Your Mama so fat jokes and racism jokes.
The racism jokes were funny but very mean!
Your Mama so fat was very common, even sounded like the Blond jokes!
Then i decided i was too quiet so i wanted to go to sleep.
My hair was like 3/5 dry in the sense.

NEXT MORNING WOKE UP OILLY HAIR! ARGH!
So now, I've washed my hair!
YEAH! Feels goooooooooooood!
Oh yeah this morning had breakfast at A HAWKER CENTRE
THANK GOD! NO MORE MACS!
Not bad the fishball noodles were $2! :D!
Enjoyed the CHILLLIII!
And I spoiled Charmz shoes also BOOOO
Sorry honey! I really am!
Felt so bad and guilty.
Couldnt really sing properly at Worship,
but I loved the songs, I really do.
And every I had worship, I felt like GOD was speaking to me.

You know, last night's worship, it was the best night.
I felt GOD's presence and he was just surrounding us.
Glenn was like the messenger from GOD!
When he spoke that prayer for me, I heard GOD in those words.
And I felt like GOD was hearing me all the long whenever I was praying to him.
When Glenn spoke the words, it was a reply from GOD, assurance.
I was so touched, I was shocked at first, everyone was tearing.
I didnt tear in front of everyone, I went out of the room,
sat in the open and when I realised the true meaning of the prayer,
I broke down in my own silent tears. I was wondering why
what did we do to deserve this? This kindness? I was just really touched.
Gen prayed for a companion to be beside me.
GOD knew I was alone, I'm like the loner. The domineering person or some sort.
He did give me a companion, a friend, and it was daddy, because daddy fit all the descriptions in the prayer.
A friend, accompanied me, encourage me and all that.
Everything of a friend, including the teasing and all.
I knew it was different, it wasnt romance or love, it was pure friendship.

I really really want to thank GOD!
And I believe GOD was talking to me also because I didnt feel afraid.
I felt like someone was there, but I wasnt afraid, in fact, I felt proud.
Like I'm so proud to have GOD or someone to care for me so much!
The feeling was just so nice and flowing.
Not only did I not feel afraid.
GOD talked to me through worship, through his songs!
And it's really cool because today morning, when i woke up,
I was singing a song halfway through.
It was MIGHTY TO SAVE
I was singing subconsciously the chorus like when I woke up I found myself singing
"Saviour, He can move the mountains My GOD is mighty to save He is mighty to save"
It was soooo cool! This is the second time it happened!
That other time when it happened was the song "Blessed Be Your Name"!
It was when we were still at the sanctuary, I was singing
"Blessed Be Your Name" throughout the week then when I came for service at night,
WOAH. I was so surprised!

GOD! I am really appreciative and amazed by how YOU communicate with me!
It's so amazing I really just want to keep on praising your name!

MARK 1:3
"a voice of one calling in the desert,
Prepare the way for the Lord,
make straight paths for him."

The songs we sang were:
First Worship: For Who You are, Let us adore him, The Stand & Beautiful Saviour.
The words of these songs have great magnitude, as great as the songs:
Heart Of Worship, You Laid Aside Your Majesty, You are my all in all.
Second Worship: Mighty To Save, How Great is Our God, Still & What a friend I've found

Such sweet beautiful melodious songs!
I hope you will love them so so so much like I do!

Ok crap, I am late right now but I think GOD is not my top priority,
HE is my ONLY priority.

I love you all as much as GOD loves you too!

DUCKIE! :D!
See all the church people on Sunday.
And Daddy, now you know what's really going on huh.
:P
Oh wait that was suppose to be a question! Argh NEVERMIND! :P

Today, was the coolest day ever!

(anyway, this entry is like dedicated to daddy since it's gonna be almost all about him....)

The woman never gave up!

She was like....

WOTS HWEE MINS NO.

SAME QUESTION THROUGHOUT THE DAY!

Now now ladies & gentlemen, gotta admire her courage.
Actually you should see the smses and msn stuff.
I'm going nuts already.
I'm not sure whether people cant understand me or im too chiem or what.

Like when I said "No" the first time, it didnt seem to seep through.
The "No" for the second time was like WOAH.
The third was like.... Omg. This woman arh...
& now... Haixx I give up. She's been bugging me the whole day.

& the reason why i gave it to her now was this:
i went out with my daddy today to do math
her sms came in the morn and i was like wtf?
morn let's say 'bout 11 or so
it continued til like 2 or 3 in the afternoon

the maths thingy was fun with daddy
except he seemed to be more of his weird self than usual
okay maybe not weird
just really lively and outgoing and aiya like me la
usually he'd just keep quiet and stone like the anti-social
but today he was ALIVE and MAD and KICKING.
Ok kicking part, change it to POKING.

Woah i tell you this guy arh.
Too good to be true!
I appreciate the exceptional help with my math
but seriously, he'd put me off in the mood every now and then
PLAY PSP
POKE MY FOREHEAD
AND THE USUAL

VERBAL TORTUREMENTS!

I couldnt take it anymore!
HE WAS JUST ASKING FOR IT!
Then he made me feel so guilty everytime after i hit him.
I start to think of him & all the saint stuff he did,
OH MY GOSH LIKE SO CONTRASTING TO NOW!
ARGH!
>=(! Stupid guy!

*stares at previous blog entries*
I was actually thanking GOD for this idiot.
Ok fine, but this idiot still did some stuff worth mentioning.

-.-
he's putting me in a difficult spot.
To feel grateful or to not?
It's a question, in need of an answer.

ANYWAY, After all the complains,
DADDY IS STILL DADDY
AND HE IS STILL THE SAME
IRRITABLE NICE SENTIMENTAL DUDE THAT CARES ABOUT DUCKS ;)
LET'S APPLAUD!
Even tho he gets on my nerves every now and then..................
I cant believe I'm doing it but
I'M THANKING GOD FOR THIS... CREATURE... THAT WAS CREATED.

Ok now I feel really mean.
Reprimand me! SOMEBODY PLEASE! >.<
Sigh. All the best to peeps having SPA anyway.

Nono it's not that SPA it's the Assessment thingy, like, you know Practicals?
Test-tubes, conical flask, beaker, hypothesis and all that.
Googles, Bunsen Burner! I LOVE THE BUNSEN BURNER! :D!
And all the acids, HCL, NAOH, stuff and all.
CHEMISTRY~~~~~.
And um there's physics and bio but daddy's taking phy & chem tmr.
SO YEAH, WISH EVERYONE ALL THE BESSST!
YOU CAN DO IT! (:

You & me got CHEMISTRY!
toooooooooooooodles! (:

P.S I LOVE YOU.
& Duckie's gonna be back on Weds yeah, she got Ministry Retreat.
Anything contact Dadddy, he's the bridge to my communication.
DADDDY! MAKE YOURSELF AVAILABLE, please? :P!


I HATE CHARLIE THE UNICORN!

BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOG!
Sigh. Daddy officially announced to the world.
INDIRECTLY.
That I am a careless president.
Boo.
I guess now I know what they mean when they say

SHIT HAPPENS.

But I COULD HAVE PREVENTED IT.
And that's just the worst.
Now I'm living in guilt of people's safety and my own!
Wait some dude follow me home 0.0

Anyway, overall the week ain so bad.
I predicted that they were gonna be bad.
But still got some bad things happen lah.
Like I never go to church but church seems to be having the time of its life without me. I wonder if anyone actually ever cares if I'm there or not, or even miss me when I'm not there.
Oh well. I blend to the surroundings easily I guess.
See that Daddy?

But even though I miss Church! I'm going back this coming week!
And I have got Ministry Retreat on Tuesday & Wednesday!
Wheeeeeeeeeeee! A return to church, it's a start!

Talking about Daddy, I'm really appreciative of what he does.
He's like the only person who sees me. Notice me.
Even though he's also kinda like them all, too suck up in their lives.
But i'm happy anyway.
BECAUSE I AM ALSO STUDYING, YEAH!
But going blind already.
Cuz I was studying Reproduction in PLANTS AND HUMANS.
The plants still okay, the humans was like PORN.
Oh well. I was like Eeeeeew. I so dont want to know that!
:P!
And I did math again. This is really bad.
My head like got one hole or really BIG DENT that's why I couldnt do those lower sec math questions! OH NO!
Well, I still manage to do them in the end! So, :)!

I wonder how's the week ahead's gonna be like.
I miss church.
I miss a certain somebody YOU!
I feel like I've been such a suckup in my life too!
I wanna runaway and get everything back on track cuz I know I'm gonna lose you if I dont.

That's it, I might have restrictions on my phone as well. (about time) Use it a bit too much.
Hmmm.... Good luck to all taking SPA. Can wannn. Be alert, that's all! :)

Darn, should I change my blogskin? Haha. Nah I still like it the way it is! (:





i want you to know that i miss you! i dont know if you miss me, but i just wanna hug you! i love you! & i want you to know i miss you SO MUCH!







DUCKIE! :D!

With love!♥

IS IT?!

S*HITS! I hate Sundays now!
Because we're living in terrible dreadness that the next day is MONDAY.
And there goes the upcoming week.

Today I didnt go to church. Was freaking unhappy!
I wanted to go afterwards but it rained BOO!
And I had no umbrella.
Oh well, I was in the rain.
I didnt study today, AGAIN!
Noooooooooooooooooo!
Came back then I was like tired.
And my knee and thigh hurt.
Too much jumping?
:(

Darn I hate my life.
My highlight is church and has always been church!
And I'm missing it already.
The people.
The atmosphere.
But I gotta sacrifice I guess.

Dear Lord, hope you'd understand, I've explained it before.
It's for NYAA just 2 weeks. I'd have to go and read up on the bible somemore.

Found a special verse from Phillipians 4, been looking for it for quite some time.
Honestly, speaking, I remember verses dont know where they came from.
It's like words plucked out of a vast vacuum.

I eat too much & sleep too much.
No diff from a pig.
Gosh I hate myself.
My table's in a mess right now.
I dumped all my school stuff there.
Currently and amazingly, no homework which is bad.
I dont know what the teachers are up to.
But guess what? I can tell you it's gonna get more hectic.
One look from the teacher and you can tell.

HEH HEH HEH!
Shi guys! Fire ze miss-iles!
xD! Never forget that clip! :D!
Sigh, now's the time to go snooze.
>.<

I am gonna hope again that tomorrow's a better day,
hopefully,
a BETTER week.

au revoir sweeties!

QUACK -

Omg BLOG! HELP!

Omg I think I'm gonna have to retake my O lvls this year!
It's crazy!
Tell me, how do you study when your weekdays are like this:

MONDAY: Your Day in school endsat 4.30pm ++
TUESDAY: Your Day ends at 2pm++ then you rush for your tuition
WEDNESDAY: FREE DAY HOWEVER! You gotta stay back to do the usual rubbish.
THURSDAY: WORST DAY OF THE WEEK Got remedial classes & freakish long CCA.
FRIDAY: YAY LAST DAY school ends at like what 3.45pm++ as good as MONDAY! -.-
SATURDAY: morning go to sch for classes then tuition, ok la, you do some studies.
SUNDAY: GO TO SCH AGAIN!!!! Service in the audi. Then go church to study, not too bad.

BUT THEN IT'S NOT UTILISING ALL OF MY TIME IS IT!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I got white hair, I counted and saw, but they look like they're decreasing? WHY!
:P

Anyway, so there are updates, I want to watch some of the movies like
2 faces of my girlfriend!
The Leap Years!
Yeaaaaaah! Hang on, is it just me or they are all romance?
0:D!
Radio: Forget it, old songs are actually not so bad.

My birthday was rather much like just any normal day, nothing special.
And my bag broke, I meant eh strap came out.
And I was like still studying on my birthday, jolly jolly.
DADDY got me a zinc bag yay, it'll replace the broken strap black bag.
Sigh.
I really must go and study.

OH YEAH!
I had a dream, i think i should tell you about it.
And I think the dream came about because I watched too many of the Leap Years adv!
I dreamt that someone was asking me on a date xD
Ask me to go out and watch movie and they picked the Leap Years! xD
I was like erm... Not sure whether to say Yes or No so I think I made a fool of myself.
Daddy would be like AS USUAL. (meanie) :P

My life is so miserable right now.
Why wont anything change for the better?
Okok, I really must try to study, I think i can predict my CT results.
All fails and probably 2 passes T.T
And when i say fail I mean like D7, E8, F9
Wait no I dont get F9s I think, the most is E8 and D7, but F9 is still a possibility.
Ok crap crap, really need to study.
DIE oso study.
I hate my results.
THE PAPERS WERE EASY LOR.
I screwed up.

And I have this line stuck in my head it goes something like this:
"Sweet dreams are made of .. you?"
La lalala la la la.
Something like that.
Goes inline with the dream thing LOL!

Okay, tmr not going for service but might be later I think, going for some program, bravo! -.-
Love lies ahead my dears. -