Hey... Phew! I just finish reading all of my Mediator book series.

Oh my Gosh, I would pay ANYTHING! ANYTHING! at all! To be in the main protagonist position. She has some hot handsome sweet caring gentleman guy waiting on her hand and foot. It's really nice to read about them. And she's actually a bit lost about guys since I can predict somewhat went into her true love's head.

BUT IT WAS REALLY SO SWEET. She's quite cool you know. I particularly like one of her lines that went:

So, I'm Sixteen and in love huh?

What do you wannna do? Sue me?

Lol. She's quite funny. That woman. But her happy story is over. She felt in love with a ghost that so nicely gets a chance to be human again and there, 2 of them, happy happy happy. The guy really is sweet. I bet any girl would pay anything to get the guy. So see, that's why I should never read romance novels simply for some reasons like:

a)I'm gonna start going on this love fantasy mode again. AKA Nuts.
b)You know those kind of fans I mean girls who go gaga over some superstar. I'm not gonna be like that but I am gonna be insane.
c)I guess little me would be longing FER THAT!
d) When i don't get it, I get something you'd called 'depression'

IT'S JUST A FREAKING STORY! But Meg Cabot's a darn good writer. Sigh.

I know I know. Let me go on about this guy for a while okay? He really sounds very sweet and all. He's almost like what every girl wants. A guy to be understanding. Surprisingly romantic. Smart, always surprises her, keeps her on her feet and I don't know, just really really care about her? Hmmm I don't know. I'm crazy enough.

OKAY. NOW NOTHING ABOUT THE BOOK. I've spent the day trying to finish the series and now that I have. I can't help feeling jealous actually. Except hey, you live in cruel reality so just snap and wake up! Sigh..... Ok so I'm a sad little girl actually. Just fantasying about... Pathetic me.

Anyway, here's the schedule so far.

24th May - Luffy/Claris' bdae, also my Hillsong Concert
25th May - K Mah's bdae
27th May - spend the whole day reading.
26th May - My oldest sis bdae
28th May - TODAY! MY SIS' BDAE. HAPPPIIEEEE BIRTHDAY! (:

Oh for ignorant people. I have 2 older sisters. Yeah. And today I had lessons whereby, the first lesson was Bio and I WAS LATE. Then we had this break and then it was Chemistry and guess what? I nearly knocked off or um I actually did but I forced myself to get up and be awake! SOMEONE REWARD ME! And there was Literature, I was freezing to death in there. My day was nice now wasn't it? And I finished the romance novels series!!!!! <3333333333333!

Sigh. I got heat rash. yes it's because of the weather and me not helping by not actually having a chance to go bathe. I don't why but nowadays I seem to have so many things to do or that the day went very fast. I think I just got preoccupied.

Okay, I've got homework amazingly. English paper. Unseen, 2 papers. Read the entire National Geographic (Oh great, more reading to do!), do my tuition maths homework...
Revise Chem and Bio? Some mindmap and stuff.

I'm going now. Don't miss me okay? You can call my house phone... if you know what numbers to punch in. Don't bother, I have a date with homework and GOSH! I need to bathe! Heat rash T.T... I think I'm gonna be this really bad girl this holidays. :(

Ok, Zip. Buh Bye.. I think I'll miss reading the Mediators series for now. It's rally great, if you have time, go read the whole series. And note that I'm pretty much paying attention to the romance and the action! (:

SARANGHAE! CIAOS! (:

YO! MISS ME? I BETCHA DID.

DON'T DENY,

IT'S BAD FOR YA HEALTH

(y)!

Forgot where or whom I quoted this from... :P

Anyway! CHINESE O LEVELS ARE OVER! And by the way, people are going about around it, I'm not gonna aced that language one bit. So I can only hope to pass it.

Yes yes and the usual questions buzzing around like siao.

WAS IT EASY?
Yes hell was it easy. But according to my Chinese teacher, I screwed up on Paper 1 question 2. I think I had the mindset that, well you know, parents went overseas or some other crap then I wrote er I guess it was just out of point. There it goes.

I also wrote question 4. I wrote like almost more than 5 pages! I swear, I didn't know I had so much to write! Question 2 I wrote like almost 3 pages. Yeah, I'm darn luo suo, hor? Sigh.

Paper 2 doesn't look good either. But I have to admit, the close passage was easy but it set me thinking like which one is really suitable for the blank. And, whatever, it's just really easy. Even the MCQs are easy but I sort of like heck care halfway because the passages were so easy to read and the whole entire Paper 2 was like throwing answers in your face! Just whether you can decipher or see them within the rest of the tempting answers. IN OTHER WORDS, KNOWLEDGE OF HOW GOOD YOUR CHINESE IS.

I kinda rushed and screwed up for last part. The li jie wen das. AND FREAKING! I wrote question 21 onto question 27 and question 24 unto question 23! The li jie wen das were easy you know! SO MUCH EASIER THAN ALL THE MOCK EXAMS! All the stupid papers set me thinking what the hell is it trying to say to me!?

Sigh, I still feel like such a loser. Paper so so so easy... CAN PASS ANOT JOSCELYN! NI DE HUA WEN HAI HAO DE OKAY! Lol. Self-talking but I hope my oral can pull me up. I think I can speak Chinese quite well and YES! I have been practising like DUH DUH DUH.

Okay so the big news has have been broadcasted on the internet, let's move on to smaller and essential um issues I think. DARN! I WATCH TOO MUCH OF THE ARENA!

You know today they were saying blogs can be used to like um torture people and stuff. Hey I ain no malice! Only to daddy la, but look at him. If he's any one bit innocent I'll kill myself to prove my innocence! Joking daddy. I must put here that I am joking. I don't want to cause up a fuss anyway....

Holidays are here. *Peeks* I don't see any denials or whatsoever. Yes yes all the Sec 4s have HOLIDAY LESSONS. IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANY, YOU'RE NOT SEC 4 SO JUST HUSH! -.-..

Well, due to my Chinese O Levels and my FANTASTIC GRADES, mainly because of O Levels. My dad barred me from all church activities but I managed to slip away for Hillsong Concert simply because, I paid for it. And my sis was holding her party in which she did not want any so-called disturbance but that still shook the house a little. So Friday, rehearsal.. I didn't go even the very logical argument that there is no way one can study for a Language because it depends on how expose you are on that particular language. And Sunday, I had duty. But I had to ask my sis to go for me. Well that was rather messy.

I feel like I missed out a lot on church even though, nobody told me anything, nothing at all. WEll, looks like I have to go find out by myself on Friday or Sunday.

HILLSONG CONCERT WAS GREAT! But it felt like it lacked something? I went last year with Vic and we had lots of fun. But then... Daddy even though he's new and all. He seems a little too stiff and holy. Like like he's some adult amongst the Youth and he was saying... You call yourself a Youth? YES LEROY, I CALL MYSELF A YOUTH.GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT!? -.- And YALA. PEOPLE NOT IN THE MOOD FOR CONCERT BECAUSE FEELING GUILTY THAT MONDAY GOT CHINESE O LEVEL THEN STILL GO FOR CONCERT. Boohoo. I'm a bad girl! Deserve to fail Chinese O Levels! And if that's not bad enough, I stayed up to watch Van Helsing!

I love UNDERWORLD and Van Helsing. Just bring on all the Vampire and Werewolves shows man! They're good, really fascinating and everything and at the same time, I felt guilty to God and my family. I know they all mean good for me. I prayed like seriously a lot to God, and I kept assuring my faith in Him. I know it was mean and bad for me. Maybe that's how He made it up through the Chinese Paper. My disaster that can affect my future. Kudos lor.

Woah talked so much. I think i really had loads of practise. It seem like it kinda paid off. Today's examiners weren't so mean and scary like they were said to be. The guy teachers are all especially always nice. It's the female teachers that are darn strict. And I can't help wondering why like our side of the hall got picked a little more than the other side. Feels a sense of biasedness going on. LOL. SHE EVEN PICKED UP MY DICTIONARY TO CHECK haha. I was wondering because of those big words or letters my sis vandalised on the dictionary :D.

And arh Today I went out with Daddy and Mummy right after the paper. Went Taka! YEAH. Remember I told you got this place that I love the Tom Yum noodle thingy. They changed, the quality seem to be ordinary. But I guess I still liked it. And I realised that I really can't live without Chilli! I only don't eat spicy food when I'm home usually my food would taste bland and horrid. Of course, but that also depends for if my dad buys spicy food back then hooray but if he doesn't then that's just too bad. Just letting you know, today's dinner got CURRY. And I don't know but the soup looked darkly coloured and the dishes were like BLACK. SO MUCH SAUCE. GOSH, SO UNHEALTHY!

I don't care, I'm gonna be some Health freak when I grow up. My food preferences all change! Back to Taka. Saw my classmates. Sort of surprising and they were unusually attractive by Daddy. I mean of course, if you see some big guy walking around, wouldn't you be? Now now daddy, it's factual, don't deny. You even gave substantial evidence to back me up :) DARN, still sound like those debaters!

I got bullied today a lot by both of them also. I think Daddy is soft on me lor. Mummy say I beat very hard then daddy like um minor. Which is good for me I guess haha. OKOK no fuel. I had fun anyways. THE CARDS WERE INTERESTING SO WERE THE SHOPS! Should have taken pictures and show you! They had notes and stuff. All the stationery thingies heehee! AND OH YEAH, MUMMY OWES ME QUITE A SUM OF MONEEEEYYY!!!! Loan shark, pay up HAH! :P!

Today was a bit good. After Chinese O Levels go out, relax for a bit after the papers. Come back home, DA JIAO YI SHUI! Lol! Then woke up for dinner. Today very warm. And tomorrow got no school but Wednesday got! Oh wells, gotta start studying again! Like really. And SERIOUSLY.

This Holidays gonna get pretty messed up. I can just feel it. Chinese, you are my roots and I'm gonna uprooted all of YOU! RAWR!

WATCH OUT FOR THAT FEROCIOUS DUCK!
Chinese, watch your back, Duckie's gonna kick it!

Last minute thanks:

GOD! - for always being there for me. I can only keep on thanking and appreciating you ALWAYS!!!!!

Daddy - as much as you would like to be there for me every time, but hey, you're there and reachable most of the time, that's really good enough and I appreciate it, honestly! (: REMEMBER THE CUP TODAY I SHOWED YOU? BEST FRENS! (:(:(:

Mummy - HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON! Things between us are fine now. I guess I was pretty much the troublemaker in a lot of ways, DON'T rub it in. And you're a adorable, not ugly but okok the cute part I minus the ugly okay? So you're cute NOT UGLY, adorable and I can't say you're pretty, but you are cute and adorable can? Pretty or beautiful doesn't really suit you BUT WHAT MATTERS MOST IS THE INSIDE OF YOU, now that! I can say you are BEAUTIFUL! (Y)! :D!

FLUTTERS WITH GOLDEN WINGS!

FOREVER! DUCKIE!

With loooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D!

YoyOYO!

I guess I'm feeling like erm happie in a way? Which is bad I think.
Remember how happy I was before my Mid Years then DE DE DEEEEENNNNN!!!!

Well, yes, suddenly I'm feeling extremely inspired to work hard!
Been doing Mock Papers a lot. Everytime we get the mock papers, we've like, which freaking school paper is this? So far, we've come across Cedars, Nan Chiau, CHIJ Katong Convent and ah, other weird unknown Chinese Schools. Really. I don't know where they are from! But ah well, I'm getting used to the papers! HOWEVER! I want to complain!!! WHY! WHY THE COMPREHENSION PART SOOOOO CHIEM!

They got all the guan yong yu, yan yu so it's like literature, CHINESE LITERATURE! Need to read in between the lines. I'm still feeling kind of demoralised by my Mid Years hmm but I've decided that it means I will have to do like seriously madly well for Prelims. I'm actually planning to go JC and be like a 1 pointer, on sparr with my sisters since like they are around the ranges of points like 10 and um 6?

I have an advantage, I got 7 subjects so well, 7 pointer? I'm gonna try. I must tell myself that's it's possible! I CAN DO IT! *breathes in* Yeah well. First stop is Chinese! Chinese Chinese Chinese!!! Our school has been doing Chinese Intensive! Really! 2 weeks already. Everyday do Paper 1 and Paper 2. LAH LAH LAH LAH. I admit I'm bored but then hey, I like keeping busy.

AND WOAH! HEY I FINISHED 4A ZUO YE LE! Onward to 4B ZUO YE! Must try to finish the whole book! I hate Miao Xie! It's like Chinese Abstract so it's super chiem! Aiya, anyway, I think today's quite a cool day. Although I didn't talk much initially but then later when I was babbling like an idiot like um now.... I spoke almost every line that comes out of my mouth rhymes with each other! Like I commented about daddy.

I said AHEM! Daddy never exercise that's why he's so big size :P. Then on MSN, at a random thought because today I felt like I have indulged myself with food again. So I said I feel like a big round ball, why don't you just roll me around on the floor? It's a random thought, but hey it rhymes! It's one of those rhyming days again! Lol! So fascinating. Impromptu rhymes. I love love love love LOVE it! (:

So well, I suddenly feel like I've been cut away from my friends and social circle. Maybe that is happening or because I've being doing too much Chinese Intensive that it feels like the days pass really fast. And oh look hey, our Chinese O Level Exam is here! And the June Holiday Schedule is gonna take place like extremely soon, next week in fact, after our Chinese O Level Paper. Sigh.

The days ahead look creamed hard work and terror. Fear? Not really. I like the idea of now. Doing Chinese Intensive everyday. Don't call me crazy, it's just I really like my Chinese teacher, she's so funny! Lol! And well, should I say this? There was one question from the Paper 1 which was like Many students say that School life is hard, how far do you agree with this? And when the teachers were going through this topic, one of the things that she mention that captivate me and reach out to me a lot was the fact that we're lonely.

This is factual in fact. I face this everyday. Okay, maybe not really. Maybe I have friends or people but then I don't really talk to them because.... Well, the reason why we don't have friends or that we're lonely is most likely the fact that nowadays we just make friends with people who are like um better than us in their academic grades so.... Well, you get the drift. Even I am like that. I would rather be alone then mix around with the people I don't really like to be in their company with.

Guess I'm an introvert at times but I have my reasons okay... Daddy you of all people should know this the best. And we all have fair weather friends. I have them too. It's kind of obvious. Everyone's ticking out for themselves, who the hell cares about you? And I think it's true that nowadays we youngsters are selfish lol. The Bao Zhang Bao Dao is good, it makes me realise a lot of ugly things about us Singaporeans and just the nature of people and reality.

Did I write very long today? :D! Hmm. Just had so many thoughts to put down. If I'm anymore un-interactive, then I guess my entries can grow longer. I've a busy weekend to look forward to. And I can just tell you the bits. Thursday, school, BLAH and on both days, Thurs and Fri, probably spend the whole day trying to do the Zuo Ye and revise for Chinese. Friday got school, tuition and at night, rehearsal, gonna be the best night of the week :P. Saturday, the com lesson again. Then tuition all the way until I get exhausted still hanging on. Maybe do some more revision for Chinese. HILLSONG CONCERT! Sunday, CHURCH! But no CG, cuz of Hillsong Concert. Sunday, the most anxious day before THE DAY! Gonna have Chinese tuition afterwards also.... Wow, my weekend looks so planned ahead.

And goodness, just wait for the holidays to start... That's when the REAL nightmares BEGAN! But my teacher say for us, first week of hols should be less intensive than the second week... What the heck lah she.... Oh well, okok, I'm just gonna die here or just do more Chinese.

PS: The guan you yu and yan yu are really rather fascinating!!! And interesting, I must say! :P!

Duckie, the quackie monsterr. LOVES HER BEANIES AND TEDDIES! :D! Ciao. *SARANGHAE! (:

WOOOHHHOOOOOOO MONDAY! And as I predicted I didn't go out.

Well, not really. I love my sister. Yeah the oldest one.
Usually our history together is we always quarrel with each other. Without fail.
Today. Or should I say, the current times have changed our relationship with each other. Which is a good thing! YAY!

Well, anyway, about today, I was being a pig in bed. Woke up a few times. Well, I mean, of course! Only today did I get to sleep as long as I wished, actually just longer than usual, :( which is also SAD. (Monday to Friday got school, Saturday class starts at 8AM. Sunday got church. Oh wells!) Anyway, yup, got up and was very entertained by a story of our family history being told by my mum. Every household hides skeletons in their closet. Also, we mustn't hang out the dirty laundry, so, all these have underlying meaning but I shan't elaborate no further.

Okay, today was quite a nice day. I spent it with my big sister. We spent time together. And today, IS GRATIFYING! I manage to wash my super filthy school shoes! Tomorrow, everyone will get a shock outta their lives! It is sparkling white! Lol!

Today also showed me or maybe it was like God speaking to me or something. I was scrubbing my school shoes with a pathetic toothbrush like the usual then my big sister handed me a um a brown kinda thing you use to scrub the stains off the pots and plates, cultery stuff? She handed me that stuff and MAN! If you guys have problems washing the blackness off your school shoes, USE THAT THING! IT'S DARN EFFECTIVE! The stubborn dirt went off! And yeah haha! I was happy. This showed me something. With my sister's help, I can accomplish things faster and better.

To prove my point, after washing shoes, my sis was doing the laundry then we had to hang out the clothes to dry. But for me while I was washing my shoes, I was sort of like talking to Aaron on MSN and ah, just contemplating about what to do with my cousin. He told me to call him at noon and I lost his number lol. That's why I was online. Anyway, after hanging out the laundry, we went opposite to eat and my sister offered to give me tuition. She asked about my midyears and well, I told her the KINGDOM COME results I had. Yeah, my sis so nice, I love her already. (:

I did go out today. It was FREAKING HOT. I went out with my sis to find a place to deposit money. Turns out everywhere only got ATMs machine! THANKS A BUNCH! So, we just walked around and purposely keep walking in places where we can use the shopping centres as short-cuts instead of walking in the sun. Not too bad, went to City Plaza to look at boots. Man, my sister loves boots, did I tell you that? She was so interested in them. That's one way how the current times have changed our relationship. She's interested in clothes, fashion, shoes haha just like me!

But I gotta tell you, I don't really like fashion now. It's kinda weird, doesn't anyone agree with me? It's more like making you look like a freak then pretty. Well, so and just today, she showed me some shoes she bought from Bugis. Man, I'm starting to like Bugis a lot. It's near to my house and it's like... I don't know but I think Bugis is a really kind of good place to shop! Haha! Even though, I'd still go to City Plaza to buy my clothes or something :P I don't know, depends on the fashion and price!

So, today isn't really that wasted afterall. Grew closer to my sister! (:
I love you sister! And I realised that it seems like I've really been avoiding my friends. Especially Daddy, person I so-called hang around 24/7, call and call and call. Now, I've become the one who's just super suck up in my life. Sorry Daddy if you've missed me, I didn't really feel like I missed you. :O. But yeah, honesty is the best policy!

Another thing, been doing lots of Chinese lately. I've been seeing all the chiemness of the language. They do use imagery somewhat a lot. Just like the English Language. Sigh. I'm feeling super demoralised by my grades. I just hope I can get up on my feet again and just push through. Chinese O Levels are on Tuesday, I hope I can do it. I've learnt one thing from my Midyear Exams and that is Complacentness. I think I have been a little too complacent and over-confidence that it overrides my ability to think and seek the instructions and questions carefully. It sucks but hey, this is better than not knowing and realising it at all. I need to be like extremely focused. I have a short attention span. Oh, did I tell you? I was doing this Maths o Level Paper which was suppose to be dued for 2 hours but I died halfway. I'm gonna work on my maths man. Need to gather Maths papers to do.

Time doesn't look too positive on my side. I have to sleep and yet I feel energetic and wide-awake. What's the matter with me? Is it the Chinese Mock paper? Well, yeah, I was doing it a couple of minutes ago. Suppose to be from 10.30pm to 12 but I finished the paper earlier. Haha. Okay I guess I will go to sleep soon! Today's quite a burning day, even at night it's not much cooler! You guys take care of yourselves okay! I've got zits due to the heat and I'm feeling dry too!

So, drink lots of water okay? To prevent zits and sickness! Haha!
Take care! I'll talk to you, real soon! (:

Love you! Hehe! (:

YO!
AIYA!
EVER FACE THIS PROBLEM BEFORE?
YOU PLAN TO GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS TO STUDY,
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO GO AND STUDY
EVERYWHERE SEEMS LIKE A WEIRD PLACE. LOL.

Yup, today is Sunday and I must say, it is not a very bad day.
I had CG in the morn. Service, it was really short. I felt weird. And funny things happened during service. ONLY VIC & I KNOW! HAHAHA! :P! And Dwight was wearing a YELLOW shirt!!! :P!

And ah, poor Gordon. He was like getting a headache since CG then like til Service, still got headache. I thought it was like nothing much then later, he had fever! :O! I was worried for that guy, man! He sat beside me and I was like asking myself whether he was okay, he doesn't look so well. But I hope he's feeling better (:
I prayed for him! (:

Hang around in church for awhile then went for tuition. It was GIRL POWER haha.
Only me and my tuition teacher. And it was rahter advantageous because I had like mock papers and the passages were ultra chiem. So she spend like almost the whole lesson going through with me. She talked and I listened. We went through like 3 long chiem passages and by that time, I think, I couldn't take it anymore. Sorry! :(!

Yeah then went home. Bathe. Woah, lemme tell you, it was heaven to bathe! I loved my hair! Smelt like the little kid's toothpaste :P. And it was nice, long, smooth, just really nice, I loved it! Went to Bukit Timah to eat lol. Not too bad, the food was great, I wasn't very indulging tho, which was a good thing because if I was, I would be dozing off, that is what happens when you eat too much! Yeah. Today felt a little boring.

Saturday was ummm okay I guess. The usual microsoft thingy. Then at the bus stop I met Doggy, Hui Min and Eugenice, on their way to the Literature seminar thingy. I was like almost running late. I suppose to go home and I did, of course. Then like a little lady, my dad drove me to the NTUC building where the seminar was held. Met Lily along the way and we sat together and all. The seminar felt rather useless because like our Literautre teacher had gone though most of the parts and the guy was Chiem. It was also funny as there was the QNA whereby the questions asked were chiem and stupid. Serious. But overall, I think it was great. We had some goodie bag and I like the bag. Haha. After the Lit Seminar, went home and go for tuition.

NOT GOOD. I did this Mock O Level Exam Maths Paper 1, and I died in the midst of it. IT IS NOT GOOD. I did get quite a lot of questions correct and um wrong. Sigh, O Levels.... T.T and ah, I slept when I went back home. From like 5 something to like woah 8pm? Nice 3 hours. Woke up, felt really weird. Talked to daddy for a really really long time. And did some Chinese, in the end, slept at 3 plus. GO DUCKIE!~~~

YES. That's pretty much it. Boring right? Don't lie, I saw you yawning at the computer screen! >.< Tomorrow is gonna be just as well like that. Because tomorrow is Monday, Vesak Day. And I feel lazy to stay at home and also go out, but I want to go out because I know it'd die if I stay at home... Darn! I'm so troublesome!

Sigh. Monday Monday Monday. Garfield hates Mondays. I am neither Garfield and nor am I fan of Mondays.

Okay, nothing else to say, I want to sleep. Nights, and lights out.

-

Save me from this place......

Omg, okay lots happened. Really.
Like one second freaking terrifying midyears then next minute, you got the paper back and you just want to use a CINDER BLOCK and knock the living daylights out of you!

I don't know, I think there's something wrong somewhere. It's either me. The Teachers, the papers, the weather, the Earth or the... I don't know. Just something is super wrong. For one, I never fail English! For another, I don't remember doing so badly.... T.T I swear, it's not my results. SOMEONE STOLE MY PAPER!

It's just scary to think about it. And there's no rehearsals today. Don't ask me why. I just heard like no rehearsals 'cause something happened?

And Omg despite all these, I can't believe it.

Did I tell you that I cannot read Romance novels because I'd go insane? I really can't. The guys are too sweet. They make me nuts! I'd wonder to myself, how? What must I do to get a guy like that?

Ok it's just, I don't why but suddenly, reading caught me. I know it's crazy in the midst of like what Chinese O Level coming in like a week or 9 days later. I'm reading English books. I'm crazy. But I don't know why, they just caught me. I've been reading The Mediator by Meg Cabot, some series. I've read the first book and the last book and I love Jesse. Yes. He's like woah, a real super gentleman! OMG OMG!
And the way the book goes about saying how he's like, trust me ladies, HE'S ALMOST EVERYTHING THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH. NOT PERFECT BUT IT MEETS YOUR SATISFACTION! If you, maybe are like me, or the same taste. You like guys who are tall, somewhat of a hunk with 6 pacs. Then the shirt he's wearing kinda like show off the front. So you'd see the abs. He's one Hot and Sexy dude! The main character is 16! And *faints* I'd do anything to have a guy like Jesse around. Gentlemanly and so... So... Hmm I respect him a lot. I don't, but he's attractive alright. Appearance and attitude or the way he is. Makes me DREAMY too! He's a Latino guy or something. Spanish. He likes to say Querida. Wot's that? Haha. He's darn romantic all right!!!!

Sigh. No love bites on me please. Wrong timing. Spanish guys aren't so bad. They're quite or rather sexy. Haha. I'm nuts enough already. The book has way too many hot guys. The similarly all got 6 pacs. Wooooh! Sigh. I need to control myself.

By the way, the stuff on daddy's blog with me there. He spoil the photo!!!!! :P!
The cat one is cute. Piggie's was cute too maybe except I spoilt the picture in there lol. Okay, so I guess. My academic life needs to get a grip, FIRM grip.

It's gonna be hard to digest my grades, but, JOSIE! WAKE UP!

Yeah, I need that. ROMANCE IS SO NICE BUT HEY REALITY IS IMPORTANT. CUZ IT'S REAL.
NO FANTASIZING, YOU'RE ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING IT.

Okay, that's all, for now. Chinese is gonna be full steam ahead.

JIA YOU DUCKIE! IT'S CHINESEEEEEE!!!!!!
SAME TO O LEVEL PEOPLE! JIA YOU FOR HUA WEN! HEE!

Don't be discouraged by your grades too!
I had this motivational talk and they said it's all in the MINDSET.
If you think you're gonna die, you really die.
So don't think NEGATIVE - , think POSITIVE + !
(:

SARANGHAEEEEEE. :D:D!

Hello! It's me, Duckie! Quack!

Today was my last paper, Science (Bio/Chem) MCQ Paper!
Hell easy I forgot what was Hydrogen Carbonate and Potassium Hydroxide used for.
One is to get rid of Carbon dioxide then I think the other one is to get rid of oxygen, is it? Haha. Can't recall. But it's damn easy la.

Anddddddd today I went out with daddy right after the Exam! Actually, I went back home to change and all first. Today was like a happy/unhappy day. Omg, even now it's just... I cant understand it.

I just want to shout out and say:


"HEY YOU!


IT'S MY LIFE!


I HAVE CONTROL


OVER IT."


SO GET OVER IT!


Gonna b*tch a bit about it. My parents don't understand me! I hate staying at home! I really hate it! They say it's all the mindset! Hello! Are you my parents or not! Don't you recall how excited I always am, when you talk about going out? And my heart just slumber back into it's usual stupor when we were back at home... I stay at home the whole day! Want to try doing that like almost everyday! ARGH! . . .

Gosh, I'm just so so sooo angry!
At least today was quite a good day that cheered me up.
I went out with daddy. So fun lah.
Drop by at his house first.
I brought my guitar along and YES! I have a guitar. Actually it's my cousin's classical guitar then pass to me I think. Daddy was helping me to tune it.
Waaaah took ages to tune it lah. Then I cooked at his house too.
My cooking was average and not really good but I added lots of pepper to make up for taste.
It was so fun at his house partly because of the guitar and the cooking hehe.

Oh yeah, and today, met lots of people!

TIMEOUT! I think i saw PAUL TWOHILL at the school bus stop around there! REALLY! Look like him, everything is like him! O.O!!!!

Anyway, so, okok, after being at his house for like freaking long, went Taka, Daddy wanted to go there and get something. While we were there, we met K Mah while going down and he was going up! OMG! I got a shock! HAHA! I forgot that ACSI people had to go there. Serious. Daddy saw some people from his school too. WEARING THEIR UNIFORM HAHA. We then went to eat and we almost got separated because I walked away and went to buy something cheaper then yeah, that's when I realised I found my favourite place to eat the Tom Yum! And it's at TAKA! WHEEEE! SOOOO HAPPY! That's when I saw the girl from my school as well, wearing school uniform. Yeah. She was looking at me and I was looking at her, ho. We went to eat again haha. At Mos Burger, I was telling Daddy about like some people lah. My sister, my tuition teacher and mama. I was saying, that they all got something in common.

1. That time, I went downstairs to buy Fishball Noodles then when I came up, she ask me why you never ask me whether I want or not? Then I say because I didnt think that you would want what. Then she was like Walao. So I said Fine, now, do you want? If you do, I'll go down and buy for you, then she say Don't want. Walao.

2. During tuition class, I was eating sweets then my tuition teacher come and ask me want to eat at least must offer to other people lah! Then okay lor, I offer to other people and her! And she don't want! Woah.

3. Mama. I ask whether today she want to come anot. She say I never invite her so she not gonna go. Then I say I'm inviting you now! Then she was like no, don't want to go!

OMG! Look! And they are all women! I'm such a sexist, I hate men and women so it's like I hate myself too. Like woah, who are you? Must ask you arh? Tuition teacher okay lor the rest... Got hands, got legs.... And all.... Aiya, GG lah. I'm insensitive okay? Sheesh.

We went Borders after that. Books galore! Daddy is rich man, go there and buy his Art stuff woah. But only for a while though. Hee. Then we went BUGIS! Yeaaaah! Oh did I tell you? We kinda got lost at the Orchard Mrt there. Because I thought Daddy was following me behind but he was not. So like um oh. Yeah only when I got to City Hall, then I went to public phone and called him haha. He went to top up his card -.-

Not exactly Bugis lah, Bras Pasar. And while walking there, I saw my tuition teacher! I was like saying hello to her! She didn't even see me! I wish I was not so observant, but I couldnt help it! It was getting late, still, got Daddy to accompany to the bus stop there, because I saw Suntec! Then I know that down the road, it's meh house! HEH HEH! Aiya, Daddy is quite sad, sorry daddy, really :( And I didnt want to go home.... :(

I was walking with him then my bus came so I ran for it. And I was late anyway. Who knows, met Tricia in the bus! Woah. So shocking! And at that time, I was thinking, yay, can get to see Tricia's house on the way back and then I saw Tricia, tsk tsk. Honestly.... Haha! Talked to her quite a bit about stuff. Realise that she cant stand being at home also! (yeah girl, you and I seem to have some history together haha) But she had to go so soon Booooo.... :(

Here I am at home. Sucks lah. I like it when I'm outside, anywhere! Just not home! ARGH! And there's school tomorrow!!!!!! Check Papers already! :( and having Mock Exams! Teachers must be very busy.

Don't feel like blogging anymore. Feeling lousy today. Today was not that nice but sigh, I don't know, neutral I guess. Daddy you did make my day better. Better for my life. I need to thank you for that. (:

THAT'S RIGHT FOLKS!

IT'S MOTHER'S DAY!

Duckie calls it Mama's Day tho! (:

Today made me happy. Really happy. It also made me realise quite some stuff.

Today made me happy and wary. Now, when the Duck says she's wary it could mean a few things:

1. PARANOID.

2. SUSPICION

3. INTUITION.

Now, let me elaborate. Some people say they've got the 6th sense.
But for me, it's not 6th sense. For me, it's intuition not really intuition. Perhaps - what's that word? ah, yes - INSTINCTS!



INSTINCTS



As a girl, duck, whatever, I am still female.
My instincts have NEVER NEVER NEVER failed me in my 15 years or now, 16 years.
NEVER. I must emphasise and repeat that they have NEVER failed me.
Not even a single time.
So yeah, there's suspicion inside about what's going on about.

About what? You still to ask me personally if you really wanna know! Otherwise, it's up to you to find out and for me to know! (:

ANYWAY! Mama's Day! It's also the Global Day of Prayer! I think they are like there now. And I'm about to have my dinner but I guess I can join in and pray here at my computer table.

Tomorrow is so so so so so EXCITING! I am going to meet my DADDY!
And he's gonna teach me how to play guitar! Supposedly, I know a few chords but, well, the Duck's growing a little old... *coughs* NO I AM NOT AN OLD ANCIENT WOMAN! YOU CALL ME THAT, I KILL YOU! (Daddy if you're reading this, it's that "kill you" you and Nigel were on about... Nigel is so so so so cute! (: unlike somebody...)

And tomorrow got the last paper MCQ paper for Science. It should be fine I hope.
Gonna go read up on the Chapters again. Now I know why people got tuition for Chemistry le. Now I think I finally realise why.

Sigh, I got lots of thinking to do today and packing. Hohum.

Make me trust in you,
make me believe you,
make me have faith in you.

But, still, the decision lies in your hands.
I will not force you,
Neither will I make you.
I shall trust in you solely.

Don't let me down.
Don't leave me crushed.
You are my last hope.
Before I distingrate.

I love you.

Duckie is going emo! Haaaa!

The following week is gonna be so much fun I tell you!

CHINESE AND CHINESE THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH!

Better speak English while I still can.....

SARANGHAE~~~~~~~~~~~!

;D!

-

HEY.


Yeah. You. Finish MidYrs alr? How?

.........
It's like I'm getting it all the time.
And what I want to say is....

It's my MidYrs and it's not done yet.

How? Go ask the teacher.
Today's Friday. Food & Nutrition Paper. HEEHEE It was EASY alright!
Except.... What's the 2 chemical compounds that hinder the absorption of calcium?
Iron? Iodine? I dont know but that's what I wrote. And I think I crapped up for the very last essay question. Something about creaming method. Hoho.

Maths and Chemistry Paper was .....
I wont tell you what they are but here are some of the responses from my friends:
"Like Shit."
"Omg, don't talk about it."
"I don't like almost all the questions I skip."
That's for Maths, so what my response is, is a, Secret. (:
Chemistry:
I got response!
I HATE MYSELF! It was bloody QA! And my QA IS GOOOD WANNN LOR!
Freaking!
Salt X and Salt Y.
They separate and then one's anion and cation.
They all produced white ppt! And at first I thought Zinc?
THEN LATER I PUT LEAD (II) AND I CANCELLED IT WALAO!
And Cation, the gas produced is carbon dioxide, the cation I put carbonate and then I CANCELLED IT! FREAK! I HATE MYSELF!
AND I thought I forgot the Distillation method, but I wasnt sure, aiya AND I THOUGHT CORRECTLY BUT I LEFT IT BLANK TOO! @#@#$#$^%%&^%*^%#@#@!!!!!!

Sigh. Chill. Chinese, I dont understand the first passage.......................

So it's like I'm only confident of passing Lit and F&N.
The rest, Chinese erm maybe can pass. SS/Geo if the crap is what the answers are.
Maths.. Oh die. Bio/Chem, I MUST PASS THE MCQ SECTION ON MONDAY! English? Oh wait. English I also didnt really know what the passage was saying but at least it was better than the Chinese one. English, because it is English I still have hope. Chinese was like 0.0 ni zai shuo shen me?!

T.T now, a sense of peace and libration lingers in the air for me.
Except I will go study my Bio textbook and Chemistry.
Chemistry damn sneaky, ask weird things that are in the textbook then I never really read, only scan through. And my classmates and I were like guessing what the paper might ask. I commented probably something we've never seen before... Haha, REALLY, IT HAPPENED BEFORE like ask us what other indicators there were? Ask we all to name some more... And there were some weird stuff we've never seen or heard before Lolololol. Owned le.

Sigh, hope all your papers went well. Mine was like roller coaster.
And I would like to comment something.
When I am writing essays, at first, my handwriting is small, neat, cursive.
And when you turn the pages like to the last page WOAH.
ULTIMATE CHANGE! The handwriting is like BIG and not so cursive anymore!
It becomes more and more illegible! :O! Yeah, I saw and I was secretly laughing to myself!

Okay, later got tuition and rehearsals and I want to ask Daddy about his papers.
Maybe I'll do a little reading too! (:

ONLY I'M CRAZAY, MISSIN' YOU LIKE CANDEEEAAAYY.
DUCKIE.
(;

OMGOMGOMGOMG!

I went to eat at

BOTAK JONES!


The food's and service is way damn better than eating at KFC today at Kovan.
BOTAK JONES IS SO NICE! And it's cheap too! Worth it, absolutely worth it! (:

Btw I went to eat at Botak Jones on Saturday! Haha. Saturday was damn slipshod.
Microsoft thingy then there's this break then tuition. Tuition was fun.
Really. Nowadays I really enjoyed myself at tuition. There's Maths, there's laughter and there's that lovely homey feeling, better than in school and at home!
AND TUITION TEACHER WAS LATE! As usual. Isnt it exactly like the trend?
TO BE LATE FOR EVERYTHING!

Let me elaborate *winks* (in preparation for tmr's Lit. I will have my Point Elaboration Explaining Evidence and my Link. Hehe!) Point: HE DOES NOT STICK TO WHAT HE SAYS. Elaboration: He said tuition will start at 12 then later he changed it to 12.30pm, 12.30pm still not here! Explaining: His words arent reliable! (:O! RELIABILITY! SS! :P! Studied too much haha!) Evidence: Tuition started only at like what 1plus? Haha! Link: See? He was LATE!

Okay, that felt sucky. Gotta practise more! So yeah but tuition was fun! (:
It's the people there that make it fun. But I really enjoyed tuition!
We revise and went through stuff! Like Properties of Circles! Mensuration! The only obstacle for Mensuration is how to calculate the surface areas and volume stuff. Only those formulas. We went though Graph again I think, a bit of it.

And I wasted my weekends away talking to daddy. I think my house phone bill's gonna be KABOOM! Friday/Saturday night and just now, talk to him. Daddy arent you just so privileged to have my attention? *runs to the toilet to HURL* Er yah anyway.....

:D! DADDY LOVES HIS DUCK!



I dont know whether duck love him anot leh.
She thinks....... NOT! :D!

Okay and I spent today sleeping too.
I miss my phone. And I sort of oversleep for cg today.
Service, I had duty and ah I spoilt my pretty white quiet shoes.
Cut the layers of my skin too. Oh well, accidents happen.
And today's hot hot hot. The weather I mean. Hotter than a lot a lot more usual.

OH YAH! CG WAS FUN! We played 'what time is it mister wolf?' except it was that erm we changed it to 'what time is it miss wolf?' cuz we were directing the question to Edlyn, she was 'miss wolf'. So this is how the game went. We split into pairs. My partner's Vic. Charm and jodie. Mandy and Rach. Then the lovebirds. 4 pairs. First round, vic, jodie, rach and joyce went. VIC YOU ROCK. I won first round and it was DAMN FUNNY! Cuz Edlyn was giving hints that she was hungry! And I was not really paying attention I guess! BUT IT WAS REALLY FUNNY AND I'LL TELL YOU WHY!

Okay imagine all this happening within like a fraction of a second:
Edlyn says 'DINNER TIME!'
The only 2 PEOPLE who RAN were Charm and Gordon. Gordon was like lightning. Charm, 'tripped' and fell and Edlyn caught her.
Mandy and I were shocked I guess and I think I went towards Mandy when Edlyn yelled 'DINNER TIME!' and was standing next to her looking at what was happening, WE WERENT EVEN RUNNING! WE JUST STOOD THERE! SHOCKED. AND EDLYN JUST MISSED ME BY MERE WHAT, CELLS!!?!?!?! SHE WAS SO CLOSE TO ME!
Everyone was laughing lah! Like really super duper funny lor!

Round 2, and I was up, with Charm, Mandy and Gordon.
I only answered 1 question correctly. And the way the others moved very funny!
Vic was like some cute penguin HAHA! No, vic seriously, you moved very cute, you are very cute anyway so hahaha. They were all making minute steps!

And in the end when EDLYN YELLED DINNER TIME!
Jodie and Joyce escaped into the girls toilet at the left side! Left side for me, right side for them! DAMN SMART LAH! Vic got caught by Edlyn and I think Rach ran away really quickly. Haha! And it was just so funny! THEY RAN INTO THE TOILET AND EDLYN JUST CHASED AFTER VIC! xDDD!!!

Omg! CG! I LOVE YOU GUYS! YOU ARE THE ONES WHO BRING THE SUN INTO MY LIFE! HAHA!

Sigh, so much fun really. Laugh until stomach pain.

And I just realised that whatever sermon said today really mattered a lot to me.
Because I just realise, it's true. GOD doesnt look at how often you do your quiet time. In truth, I never do quiet time actually or I rarely do it, but I do still learn and know from GOD's Word, thanks to my cg and church! (: So my bible knowledge is still a pass. (:

But that's not my point. My point is that I realised that throughout the week, it was like I am usually alone as in physically but how do I say it? Okay, I am alone as in like not with anyone from school but at the same time, I am not exactly alone, I have GOD with me all the time! And I usually always eat a lot. So every time like before I eat I will say GRACE and thank God for the food and I just realised that I have spent so much time with GOD this week. Like really a lot of times. I may be alone however, I am happy and at peace for I have GOD with me. And for that, I've learn to appreciate things and my mood's been a lot better. Even though at home I will just groan and whine like the usual, it's really a lot better. I feel really a lot better. I dont exactly have to do quiet time, all I really have to do is spent time with GOD. I know it's ridiculous, you cant see Him but you can feel His presence!

I think this is a blessing in disguise! He doesnt give me friends or people in school to distract me, in turn, I give Him my attention, every little piece of it. And He blesses me by helping me concentrate in my exams. I'm really happy GOD! I feel so honoured to have and just so glad that I have accepted you into my life! It's the best decision I have ever ever make! (:

I'm grateful even if I feel like my social circle just contains people I know in church and talk to them and Daddy and the family and some people on MSN. Woah that's a lot really. And Daddy's friends, that is also really a lot. Just so happy and so glad! (:

This is quite a long entry isnt it? I guess it is!
And yup yup, I think the bible's right! I shouldnt be too affected by sweet words!
But come on, ever heard that Girls fall in love with through or with their ears and Boys fall in love through or with their eyes? It's true.

Sweet honey words. But actions also matter a lot! I will just be so touched by the romance novels that I read! OMG! Haha! They're really good. But it's the classic always the boy falls in love with girl and yeah you know that's usually how it'll go boys chase girls. And what he does for the girls is just Aaaawwwwww so sweet! You'll just melt and die when a guy does it for you! <3!

But bible says in Colossians 2:8 onwards:
"See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the basic principles of this world rather than on Christ."


You can continue to read the whole part. For my bible it's under the part called Freedom From Human Regulations Through Life With Christ The whole chapter itself is just really meaningful and true and all. (:

Sermon also talked about whether we have ever thought about what we want in our future life partners. I got this really interesting programme in Primary School.
They told us some really interesting things as girls we should take note of ourselves. I'll say it on the blog so other girls can read it. Boys, hmmm, just take note I guess haha.

She says that we are like roses. Once a guy touches you like hold your hands, hugs whatever, each time he touch you, you peel off one petal until the last one. So the peeling of the rose depicts your relationship with the guy. Of course, witht eh last petal gone, it's like your virginity, your pureness is gone. A rose is very pure on its own until you do something to it, in this case you peel its petals off.

And she gave us advice like when you choose a guy, cuz usually for girls and I think for guys, you will have some sort of expectations of what you want from your girlfriends and boyfriends right? Or husbands and wives so she told us about
1 cor 13:4 onwards:
THIS VERSE IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES! I ALWAYS GO BACK TO REFER TO IT AND I TRY MY VERY BEST TO REMEMBER THE WHOLE LUMP SUM!

It's on Love:

4Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres.
Verse 8 also, Love never fails.

This is the original list, she will ask us to tick by. Like, is your boyfriend patient? Kind? Humble? Rude? And so on.

But the Bible continues to say:

But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ........ all the way until the bottom, verse 13 says: And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Nice isnt it? That's why I like these verses haha. And reading the bible isnt so bad.
It helps me to see lots of interesting facts and knowledge.

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom! annnndddd the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding." Proverbs 9: 10
This verse led me to GOD when I was in Primary School. My primary school dairy was so interesting I spent lots of time reading it. And I came across the verses they were so meaningful! I was aware of it but then like I never really did much to take note or take down. I knew it was meaningful and meant a lot but you know I was like probably only Primary 2 when I saw them not as mature as I am now that I'm 16. Haha.

And from my Primary school diary I not only came across Good interesting and meaningful bible verses. I also came across really inspirational poems and I would like to share them with everyone! Vic and daddy should already have them le haha.
I copied them down and that's how I came to love Literature and Poetry and write poems hehe! See, we learn here that it all starts from the roots!

POEM #1:
~Don't Let Go!~
Life is one long and narrow road
Fortunately for me God offered to take my load
I thought I was walking on my own
I felt like I was all alone
Until Jesus came and touched my heart
From that moment I never wanted to be apart
I reached out with my soul in my hands
For I know, He alone understands
What I go through every day
And what temptations I meet along my way
He knows I'm a sinner, for I was born in sin
But Jesus cleansed me and now I'm pure within
The message of this poem is for all to know
Once you have Jesus in your heart,
DON'T LET GO!

Poem #2:
~Don't Quit!~
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And when you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is peer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about, when he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may suceed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worse,
That you must not quit.

Poem #3:
"When it looks like I have failed,
Lord, are You trying to tell me something?
For...
Failure doesn't mean I'm a failure
it does mean I haven't succeeded yet
Failure doesn't mean I have accomplished nothing
it does mean I have learned something
Failure doesn't mean I have been a fool
it does mean I have enough faith to experiment
Failure doesn't mean I've been disgraced
it does mean I dared try
Failure doesn't mean I am inferior
it does mean I am not perfect
Failure doesn't mean I should give up
it does mean I must try harder
Failure doesn't mean I'll never make it
it does mean I need more patience
Failure doesn't mean You have abandoned me
it does mean........... You have a better idea
........Well, isn't that reassuring?

POEM #4:

FOOTPRINTS

One night when I had a dream. I dreamed that I was walking along the beach with the Lord adn across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints inthe sand; one belonged to me and the otehr to the Lord.

When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of my life. This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why in times when i need you most you should leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and I would never never leave you during your times of trial and suffering.

"When you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

I STILL GOT SOME MORE! BUT THEY ARE RECENT ONES!!!!

POEM #5:

"God has not promised skies always blue,
flower strewn pathways all our lives through;
God has not promised sun without rain,
joy without sorrow, peace without pain.

But God has promised strength for the day,
rest for the labour, light for the way,
grace for the trials, help from above,
unfailing love, undying love."

POEM #6:

The Difference

I got up early one morning
and rushed right into the day;
I had so much to accomplish
that I didn't have time to pray.
Problems just tumbled about me,
and heavier came each task,
"Why doesn't God help me?"
I wondered,
He answered,"You didn't ask".

I wanted to see joy and beauty,
but the day toiled on grey and bleak.
I wondered why God didn't show me,
he said,"You didn't seek."
I tried to come into God's presence;
I used all my keys at the lock,
God gently and loving chided,
"My child, you didn't knock."

I woke up early this morning,
and paused before entering the day;
I had so much to accomplish
that I had to take time to pray.

POEM #7:

(I STOLE THIS POEM FROM MY SISTER'S STUDY TABLE! :D!)

NO TIME

I knelt to pray but not for long
T had too much to do
Must hurry off and get to work
For bills would soon be due

And so I said a hurried prayer
Jumped up from off my knees
My Christian duty now was done
My soul could be at ease

All through the day I had no time
To speak a word of cheer
No time to speak of Christ to friends
They'd laugh at me, I feared

No time... No time, too much to do
That was my constant cry
No time to give to those in need
At last it was time to die

And when before the Lord I came
I stood with downcast eyes
With His hand He held a book
It was the "Book of Life"

He looked in the book and said
"Your name I cannot find
I once was going to write it down
But never found the time"

:O! But got big big meaning!

MORAL or the CODA:
Take time to talk to God.
Doesn't matter if you don't do quiet time but you gotta talk to Him, yeah?
P.R.A.Y.E.R

Okay, getting reprimanded by everyone le. Esp Daddy for not studying.
TMR IS MY LITERATURE PAPER!
WISH-ME-LUCK!
Lit has always been my best subject besides Geo.
But Lit still better hahaha.

BYE!

Longest entry ever?

It's always getting longer and longer as I grow older.

NO! I AM NOT BECOMING A LONGWINDED NAGGY OLD WOMAN!

AND DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT!

>.< :P! BYE!

Daddy did this quiz so I decided to do it as well!!!!

1.How tall are you? About 163cm

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship? Haha, don't think so!

3. Do you own a gun? No.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be? Claustrophobia. YEAH!

5. How many letters are in your crush's name? 6!

6. What do you think of hot dogs? They're actually sausages. Processed food is unhealthy. Take less of it.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Feliz Navidad!

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Iced milo! Only that. But chocolate milk is acceptable too!

9. Do you do push-ups? 0.0 Never!

10. Have you ever done ecstasy? I don't do drugs.

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope! I am happy to be single! :D!

12. Do you like the rain? YEAH I LOVE IT!

13.Do you own a knife? I got chopper, dagger, lotsa kitchen knives and a pocket knife, you were saying?

14. What do you smell like? Er, Really nice! :P!

15. Do you have A.D.D.? Wots that? o.O

16. Full initials? JTYZ! Tweet!

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment: Does he love me? How much? Really?

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today? Chrysanthemum Tea, Rice with dishes and my ride home.

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least. Water, ribena, green tea, Crysanthemum tea and lemon barley drink.

20. What time did you wake up today? 5.30am

21. Can you spell? No, I cant spell.

22. Current worry? The rest of my MidYear papers and how I'd do for today's papers!

23. Favorite place to be? Somewhere chilling cold and unfamilar to me.

24. Least favorite place to be? School

25. Where would you like to go? Europe!

26. Do you own slippers? Ya.

27. What do you think you'll be? Psychologist? Not.

28. Do you burn or tan? Tan haha.

30.Yellow or blue? YELLOW!!!!! I MEAN LIKE DUH! :P!

31. Would you be a pirate? If Captain Jack Sparrow is my captain, yes!

32.Last time your cell rang? I dont remember. It died already.

33. What songs do you sing in the shower? Depends on what songs I am obsessed with.

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Some ghost. Still fear it.

35. What's in your pockets right now? MP3 Player.

36. Last thing that made you laugh? Daddy! :)!

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? Carebear! The bears put me into dreamland!

38. Worst injury you've ever had? The road cut my kneecap and elbow, scars still there.

39. What is your GPA? Wots that? 0.0

40. How many TVs do you have in your house? 3. Haha Surprisingly!

41. Who is your loudest friend? Charmaine. Wooooh!

42. Who is your most silent friend? Joey. She's really quiet.

43. Does someone have a crush on you? I think so, but whatever, he'll get over it.

44. Do you wish on stars? When i was in primary 2 I think.

45. What is your favourite book? The incident of the dog in the night time.

46. What song did you last hear? Goyujin - only one person

47. What were you doing at 12 an last night? Talking to daddy.

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? "I want to sleep."

51. Does anyone know your password to your email? Daddy does. I think.

52. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds? I dont go Macs! Eeeew!

53. Are you an emotional person? Very. :O!

54. Do you like your school? Try going there everyday as in Monday to Sunday.

55. Do you believe in love at first sight? I guess so :P!

56. Ever felt jealous of your friend? Always have.

57. What was the last thing you did? Blogged.

58. Who is right next to you? Teddy! Love him to bits!

59. Who was the last person you ate with? My family.

60. What song are you listening to right now? Goyujin - only one person

61. How's the weather right now? Hot and humid.

62. Last person who called you today? My mother.

64. Last song you sang? Goyujin - only one person haha.

65. Last time you danced? Erm, primary 6 night?

66. Lost a friendship over something stupid? Yes. I miss her.

67. Last thing you ate? Rice, sweet sour fish, peanut lotus soup, tofu with dark sauce and I cant remember the last dish.

68. Been really depressed before? Yeah, when he betrayed me T.T

69. Faked being sick to miss school? My parents would hang me.

70. What time did you wake up today? Refer to question 20.

71. Current taste? Bland. But like cheese.

72. Who is the person that posted this survey? Weng Loong and daddy.

73. What are you wearing right now? My PE attire. Yellow shirt and PE dark blue navy shorts.

74. Are you too shy to ask anyone out? Face to face yes. Hidden behind a screen, no.

75. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their gorgeous hairstyle! *giggles!*

76. Where are you right now? Wondering whether I can wake up tmr.

77. What date and day is it? Friday, 2nd May 2008.

78. Did you go anywhere today? School and tuition.

79. What did you do there? Exams and Chinese papers.

80. How old are you? 16 and 3 months and 21 days.

81. Are you mature or immature? I can be both.

82. Do you call your parents by their first name? It's either Daddy or Mummy.

83. Are you an only child? Nah, have 2 older siblings.

84. Where do you go shopping? Malaysia.

85. Do you like where you work? Uh huh, it's always changing.

86. Do you like books? Romance novels!!!

87. Do you want to get married? Yea, one day.

88. To whom? Hmm, hopefully he's tall, loves me like mad, sweet, cute, academically excellent and we both can hit off really well.

THAT'S IT FOR THIS QUIZ! Wheeeee! :)!

On Duckie's wedding day, she marries the GLOOM.

Hmm so gloom's hit the streets for me. I don't know why.
Is it because of the papers today? Affects me so much.
Feeling this sense of sadness again. I wonder why.

The first paper was SS. It was.... The SBQ was rather screwed in a way =/
5 mark question wrote one paragraph. 7 mark question wrote so much compared to the first question! Then the 6 mark question again I wrote quite a bit and there, 3 questions and I've used up 2 papers! Front and back! I didnt do question (d)
Moving on, 12 mark and 13 mark question. Oh wow. It was on globalisation.
Best, did you know what chapter I studied? I studied all the conflicts.
And they test us on Globalisation. Wow. I did the sustain Economic development or something. I wrote crap for the 2 questions. 12 mark question was more crappy than the 13 mark question. 13 mark question was quite cut short. They gave you the 3 factors and I briefly explained each of them.

I said developing people was the most important factor than the attracting foreign talent and the managing the environment. Omg I swear, i think I wrote crap. Serious crap. That's SS everyone.

Now, Maths. Paper wasnt so bad. But I'm predicting my grade. I think I pass by like what? Borderline pass? It was actually wuite okay and quite easy but they had some Primary school questions and some weird questions I guess. Like I forgot how to do the handshake question. 132 handshakes in total and everyone shaked everyone's hand once so how many people are there? I was omg skip. Then the dimensions question, I skipped it too. There was also the 42men - 18 days then 72 days, how many men? I just wrote an answer like 63 men. I think it's wrong tho. I was almost rushing through the paper. And also, taking my own sweet time to do it. It was 2 hours, the maths paper. I think I sort of died halfway. Like, omg I dont want to do already. If i do anymore, my brain's just gonna fly.

Woah I feel very sian. Have to study for Geo. Development, Geography of Food and Natural Veg. All the topics should be okay. Haha, i have some bkgrd knowledge, seems like too much SS. Then can read thru MSND. Revise I guess when I am waiting for something or what.

MAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.....

I think I'm lovesick. Didja guys watch the Korean Drama? The Seven Princesses?
Channel U, 7pm, Monday to Friday? I like that show. And there's this korean song stuck in my head. The lyrics are something like this:
"I love you"
"I miss you even when I am with you"
"I want to be your one and only"
Something like that. So sweet. When I saw the second line I was like :O!
A bit erm I dont know! Haha! Hunting for all the sweet lines.
They're really sweet! Can someone relaly love you so much? I wonder.
I only know that GOD can love you a lot. But I'm sure it's in a good way! (:
But can humanly humans love each other so much until like that?
A bit scary, dont you think?
Anyway, feeling much much much better.
I guess because I have 2 of my best friends talking to me!
I love them!
One round and ballish
The other one likes to poke fun and tease me.
The round and ballish slim down le haha!
The ohter one who likes to poke funa dn tease me...... is still doing that...
*Pst! If he doesn't do that arh, something wrong with him......*
ANYWAY!
Tmr got school!
Microsoft thingy.... See if tmr can sneak peek to come here again or something! Haha!

The song that I like, it's called One & Only and the singer is some guy! It's not too bad. I think I can try to find the link for you all to go see. It's really nice song but I cant find one with subtitles! And I cant find the lyrics of the song either! Probably cause it's too new or something, then it's in Korean! So yeah.

But I gave you somewhat of what the lines meant. And Saranghae means 'I love you' in Korean. I wrote it on my MSN pm as well.

Okay according to my expertise reasearch, all I can come up with the chorus is it starts with "naa na rul saranghae" so saranghae means "I love you"? Shit, I need to take Korean classes!
Here's the video!


HOPE YOU LOVE IT AS MUCH AS I DO!!!!! HE HE!
Lyrics:
Goyujin - only one person
난 영원이고 싶은 한사람 그런 사람이 있어 I'm one of those people want to 0 won.
날 아껴주었으면 나만 바라봤으면 하는.. Loves me and wants me eoteumyeon see it ...
날 외롭게 하는 가까이 있어도 보고싶은 Do you want to see me alone near the
큰 외로움 만큼 더 그립게 하는 사람 Geuripge more loneliness as a big man

난 너를 사랑해 이렇게 사랑해 I love you, love you so
천천히라도 좋으니 내게 맘을 열어 Slowly open mind even funny to me
난 여기 있을게 그저 널 바라보면서 I'll be here just looking at you
언젠가는 내 맘을 받아줘 Someday my heart for what I am
오직 너의 단 한사람이 Only one is yours 되고싶어 I want to be

난 추억이 되기 싫은 한사람 그런 사람이 있어 I'm one of those people just do not want to become memories.
늘 곁에 있고싶은 십년이 지나도.. I always wanted to stay after 10 years ..
날 아프게 하는 끝없이 불안하게 만드는 Makes me sick that endlessly unrest
큰 아픔만큼 나를 또 행복하게 하는 사람 The people who make me happy as a big pain

난 너를 사랑해 이렇게 사랑해 I love you, love you so
천천히라도 좋으니 내게 맘을 열어 Slowly open mind even funny to me
난 여기 있을게 그저 널 바라보면서 I'll be here just looking at you
언젠가는 내 맘을 받아줘 Someday my heart for what I am
오직 너의 단 한사람이 되고싶어 Only one wanted to be yours

It's funny from the tv translation :(
Oh well, if you can help me,
Please do!
Thank you!

SARANGHAE!!!!! Heehee! (: