Look at that very pretty face. Sigh.

OMG! Okay, I know I'm not that kind of fanatic girl but when he took off his helmet, my breath was STOLEN!

Haha, okay, I think this is just infatuation so it'll blow over after a while or something. And as usual, good looking guys like him are, come on ladies, let's say it together, TAKEN. So give up. Boo hoo. Plus he's too old for me hahahaha. (:

Anyway, just had another Mount Everest from my beloved school. (: Everything hand up by this FRIDAY! Haven't even FINISHED last FRIDAY'S homework. So happy me is gonna get it done now. I love you and LEWIS HAMILTON! Hahahaha. (:

I LOVE MY MUSHROOM & MY MUSHROOM LOVES ME! :D!

Okay, so er prelim results are out, L1R4= 25 L1R5= 37 then next thing you see is me crying like an idiot. PAAAAAAAAH. Gearing up for O Levels man! And my teachers too, that's why they gave us so much homework. You know what the teachers like to do? They tend to forget that we don't take only their subjects so then they like to give us a lot of homework. Well done I guess. We'll turn into machines. Because apparently, one of our teachers expect us to kill ourselves every day and every time like what, every day, 99.9% should be on our studies. Yay, no need to bathe.

She was like cut down on everything. Handphone, computer, going out, talking on phone and all that. Everything should be on and for our studies, nothing less and everything more. Sigh, looks like I really have to stop complaining about homework and start doing them but I'm lazy, home isn't really a conducive environment to study in, for me I guess.

And I really have this bad habit of falling asleep like at around 9.30 to 10 if I can get through this period of half an hour or so, without falling asleep, I can sleep at 3 or 2 something le! YAY! Haha.

O LEVELS IS COMING. AND SO IS LIBERATION.

Hang in there everyone. 3 weeks isn't a breeze but hey, at least it's approaching and it might end real soon too, in a blink of an eye, they say.

All the best everyone! ♥ Duckie (:

Okay, so, the prelim results are out and well, although the results are just as sucky as ever, I think that at least my prelim results were better than my mid years.

Although, my results are bad, there are improvements and I am proud of my improvements. I hope I can reach my goal of getting A1 for my English and A1 for my Science, that is one of my goals for O Levels.

I also want to get A1 for my Literature as Literature is my best subject out of all the rest. My Geography also used to be my best subject too, if only, they were asking about physical Geography which consist of all the earthquakes and such but unfortunately, I am taking Elective Geography and it mainly has Human Geography inside of it, which is bad since I don't really have much of General Knowledge which is really what makes Human Geography out so, at most a B3 for Geography. My Social Studies is really weird because the truth is, for this prelims, I had an L5 inside my essay but I still failed my Social Studies. It is really weird because in Sec 1, my SS just kept failing, Sec 2 had L3! At last, something! But I still failed anyway, but I was still happy with the L3 though. Sec 3 I had an L4 and it was like WOW! But I failed still. And now, Sec 4 I have L5 and yes, I still did not pass my SS. Not bad huh? :D.

Sigh, I just hope maybe I can get an A or B for my comb humans. Because something tells me that I can do it. My Maths as well, it's always an f9 and I think I really can do it too, I have the potential though my tutor for maths told me that I should get at least a B3, I think I might want to get higher, I will try. F&N, it is like Biology but I don't think i can get A for it anymore because apparently, I didn't do very well in my coursework... there's still the theory paper!!! (:

CHINESE.....

Uhhhhh I had a B3 before and well, I don't know. Chinese is a language, I can give it my best though. (:

Okay, so anyway, that's pretty much for my goals. I hope you guys have goals too! I wish you all the best and I hope that you can achieve your goals.

SMILE everyone! (:

Oh my gosh. Today they returned papers. CHEMISTRY PAPERS. All of papers to receive back! *curses* Okay, so I failed. What to expect? I was already expecting to not exactly pass or do that well for Chemistry! I freaking lost so much marks for my second section! I meanlike okay, Practical, not too bad. MCQ. Passed but not so good either then the pink section killed me. It was 65 marks in total, I didn't even get above 24 marks so don't even need to count in whether I pass. So obviously since I can't even pass that section how to even get a B? sgdaksdjhgkjrhewhjr.

Pity me, readers, here's what i would like to vent out in a little frustration of mine. Just bear with me if you want or refuse to read this section.

You are the best teacher in the world because nobody understands what you are teaching.
Everyone needs Chemistry tuition and no, please, none from you.
I have no idea what you are teaching and you confuse me when you teach.
You teach us things that have absolutely no relation whatsoever when it coems out in my exams and tests. I have no idea how you became a teacher but you need more desperate help than we do. I can't help to say anymore because if I do, I think I'd go on and cry.

Okay, well, so yay, I desperately need Chemistry tuition but from what I've heard, I am not so bad because I know some of my stuff rather well. And it's not so bad. So, THANK GOD. You gotta keep me in your prayers! >.! Heehee! Okay, so I'll definitely do something like I know for one thing it woudl be to MAKE SURE I REALLY GET MOLE. Because it seems like I don't. SO late but better than never, isn't it?!

Anyway, I really wanna thank one of my classmates today for making my day. Even though the day was burning and it was also snailing by, I think it was really nice that she was there for me and I really appreciate her being around. (:

For Daddy, I know today's a wasted day but hey, God gave us 365 days per year, what else do you want? He also gave us 12 months in that one year whereby approx. 30 days in each month. And in one month He gives us about 5 weeks or so. And in one week, He gives us 7 days! One day, He gives us 24 hours, and each hour 60 minutes and each minute, 60 seconds and so on..... Time is so precious. But I can tell you that I was dragging all of those time, hours, minutes, seconds. ESPECIALLY THE HOURS in school. Oh my gosh, we had really PHYSCIALLY nothing to do! Omg. Going to school is seriously a waste of time! We reckon it's more educational to be at home haha. (: But yeah, just remember, we have time, because one of the gifts God gave us is Time. We just have to know how to use it well. That's why, pray for TIME MANAGEMENT! I swear, you need it the most! :P.

Okay, well, it's past midnight. Tomorrow I'm gonna get my Maths Papers back! I really hope I passed because I may not be filled with hope about my Paper 1 but I pray that GOD will allow me to pass my Maths! Most likely through my Paper 2! Thank you God and all the best to everyone else God, take care of them and bless their days. Thank you, in Jesus' name I pray, AMEN.

♥ YOU ALL. GOODNIGHT! * (:

Today's quite a goood day! Went to church in the morning. CHURCH WAS AS USUAL FANTASTIC. YAAAAAY. The songs were good and I can only remember one of them but I don't know what's the song called. And I think I forgot the lyrics! D: Sigh, nevermind. ):

After service, I went back home and I think after lunch, slept quite a bit. Then went to ORCHARD POINT to eat at MUSHROOM POT. It was very Chinese haha. And like the name, Mushroom Pot, it was really mushrooms and mushrooms. Nice for me not veyr but rather delightful. It was also very expensive seriously. The soup was herbal and tasted disgusting initially. But it was really nice after the end. The soup was delicious.

Okay, actually what we had was steamboat. Haha. The soup was herbal then we added a lot of things inside. It was really cool. It was like a live F&N lesson for me. The prawn turned orange like the very minute we put it in the pot. DARN cool lahh haha. And my grandma came along. She's cute. My family and I had a great time eating. Talk about the past and all the funny events (:

AND THE SCALLOP KEPT ESCAPING THE LADLE!!!!!!! ARUETHRKGREHYKHYTKY!!!!!!
But we always found it anyway! (:
The egg was the last part and the best part. Because the ladle had holes and so the egg white like escaped through the holes at the bottom then everyone kept coping that part away haha. It was cool and funny.

That was pretty much it today. Now watching some french show. I've watched a couple of foreign movies and I think they're great. You should watch them too, when you have the time. They are Life is beautiful and Love me if you dare. Okay, Life is beautiful, maybe it's not french because they show it with like the holocaust halfway so you know maybe it's German or something. But it's really good. If you like humour, you might like this show (:

Les Choristes meaning The Chorus, is not too bad neither, you can go watch it. I've just watched it finish on Arts Central. (: Well well, these shows really fascinate me. I guess their magnitudes are huge. Their meanings are toouching hee hee. Okay that's all from the DUCK. Ciao humans! (:

Woah. New day already. Yup. Not sleeping yet. Definitely.

I need to say my past few days been kinda great. My mum brought me out for shopping I bought 2 new shorts and 3 new tops, I♥MY NEW CLOTHES!

I even want to keep them to wear for CNY! One of them especially haha.

And then i also went out with JANEL. And SHE shopped and she was so funny. We talked and stuff. We also came late even though we planned to go there earlier than usual and you know what was somewhat the best thing? SHE WAS THERE, FIRST.

You know, I swear that my close friends all have punctuality difficulties. I mean I think I have them too but sometimes, I don't blame them because I mean, someone even wanted to buy me a LITTLE MISS LATE shirt haha! Well but I think I fit LITTLE MISS CHATTERBOX more! Lol. Well, I guess we're just really very teenage then. It's a TEEN thing maybe.

I even made some little poem about it something like
It seems like being late is a new fashion trend.
It's famous among all the youths and teens
No one ever comes on time
But they like to come after nine
Waking up early is a challenge too
Especially when the sleepyhead is you
How hard is it to wake up in the day
As hard as it is when you are away
Working your butts off or studying
I think what we all need is a little inspiring
A little perseverance runs a long way
but hey, I'm not the one complaining yet, are you?
Some day this little nasty habit will vanish
and when that happens, I'll be there
Just like I always am here.
♥

Okay, now that was just super impromptu. Not bad I managed to rhyme.
Slightly better than the last time I rhymed at the bottom. But you know what? I feel very poetic today so let's go for a second try.

Being in love is like feeding a baby.
Why? Because you need to feed love in order for love to grow.
Ever heard of contributing? When you contribute to a relationship, fruits and flowers will start to bloom.
They are the most beautiful natural things that decorates our very world, our very Earth.
So don't give up on love because it is hiding somewhere in a corner for you to come find it.
And when you do, don't lose it, because you know you'll enjoy every minute of it.
I wish you all the best in your love life. I know you can do it.
You must have patience and perseverance.
Most importantly, you must have a sincere heart.
Sincerity is the best, you must mean it from the bottom of your heart.
Like I once heard that we'll always be together even though the distance may part us.
I hope that that's true and other phrases like how absence makes the heart grow fonder and how time will nurse a bleeding wound. These beautiful phrases are meant for you.
Meant for your love and meant to be heard.
I hope that you will enjoy love.
You will receive the purest of love.
You will not destroy it neither will you poison it.
Love is a beautiful thing please do not disfigure it.
Right now, the very moment has come for this poem to end.
I know I haven't rhymed
But I did my best.
I'm going to bed now to take a rest.
I'll leave you to your thoughts and to your views on love.

Duckie filled with rich ♥

Today was GREEK DAY.
Duckie had a Greek paper today.

Did I say Greek? I think I meant Chinese. Haha.

Okay, for Duckie, there's 2 things that are GREEK to her.
One's CHEMISTRY & the other is CHINESE.
Notice how they all start with the letter C. And the next letter is H.
So hydrocarbon-ic. Haha. :P.

Actually, Chinese wasn't so bad lahhh. Maybe it's because the paper started like at 10.30 and ermmmm I went to school normal time then like nothing to do just go around looking here and there. So yeah. Then by the time when I settled down to do the paper, didn't feel like doing anything already.

But yesterday night, I did this Cedars' paper and it was so easy. Then today's paper was a blow away, seriously. Like the passage is just weird because it's like they gave you questions whose answers are not inside the passage so yeah. I just went with my gut feeling but I was feeling lousy. Like what the hell to write for a 4marks question or a 6 marks question? I think the teachers will laugh at my answers when they are marking my papers especially for the comprehension side. The rest is like MCQ so I don't think it's that bad (:

Talking about MCQs, tmr is my last paper, MCQs!!!! (: For Science. Wheeeeee.(:

I miss somebody, I wish I'd be with that somebody sooooooooooooonnn. (: ♥

ALOHA.

*screa.... Nah, just joking. (:

Anyway, today was CHEMISTRY. & F&N.

Hey ask you guys arhhh Er
What are 2 proteins of fish?
Anyone? Any takers? No? Don't know? No idea?

I wrote Lysine and .

Yeah.

Chemistry.... Everyone was buzzing about the 7 marks question.
Something about 100cm cube of HCL then 3.0mol/dm cube and if one pill is 3.0g of Magnesium Oxide, how many pills you need. The common answers were 2 and 4. Don't ask me, I put 4. And my working's crap I put 100 divided by 24 I got 4.16666666 so I put 4. :D.

Chemistry was also surprising as I thought I was gonna do badly or something as the first question threw me off. I realise that in the exams right, the first few questions ususally throw people off but then like once you are into the paper, you seem much more used to it, so mean!

But I guess it's a good thing to prepare us for the paper. Haha.

It was really funny during the papers because people around me commented that I was writing and writing and writing. That was mainly for the F&N paper, my friend was like what are you writing? Your grandmother's life story is it? Then I say no, I was writing about you when you were a little girl. And she laughed. Well, it's an essay question what. I mean my F&N paper HAD essay questions!

Ahhhhhh Tomorrow is like Chineseeee. Lol. I think people's gonna sleep again or something. Today there were people sleeping but thank God I was in front of those people sleeping or I was too focused in my paper so I didn't notice my surroundings haha.

Chinese is reserved for after dinner so I hope I'm not too much off the choo choo train. Ciao sweeties! (:

I need you like I need oxygen♥

OMG! SATURDAY! MATHS PAPER 2 ON TMR TMR!!!!!
*SCREAMS!*

Okay, what the heck. I did the Math papers already. Not too bad.
Just have to remember a lot of formulas. I must remember that it's

minus b plus/minus squareroot BEE SQUARE minus FOUR AAA CEE over two Aaaaaa....

Haha. I hate radians. And my graph's curve ain perfect. ):

Oh well, anyway, today was rather ummm okay I suppose. No tuition! :D!
Tomorrow is SUNDAY! SERVICEEE! HEE HEE! I can't wait!!! Then I'll regret it because then the next day is Maths Paper 2 -.-'''

SO....
Today I woke up due to the light blinding in my eyes.
But before I knew it, there was no more light!
Instead I could see the weirdness land of all and I call it LOVE LAND!
There were heart-shaped thingies everywhere!
The grass was heartshaped...
The trees were ALSO heart-shaped..
Practically everything was heart-shaped!
THAT'S WHEN I REALISE THE LOVE BUG HAD EATEN ME!

How did I get out? I'm not sure.
I guess I blinked. Then I came back here.
):

OOKAY, I am DREAMY today.

Love has taken me by the hand.
The feeling of being in love is all so dreamy.
All the light-headedness.
You feel happy, safe and all so precious.
You can't think of anything else but it.
You're on cloud nine and you're nonchalant.
You're like dancing on cotton candy and blowing bubbles.
That's how it feels like.

Love has taken me by the hand.
I know not where it is going to lead me.
But I believe it's going to keep me safe.

As I walked through the road with Love by my side.
I catch I glimpse of his beloved eyes.
They were sparkling and shiny in the light.
So beautiful, my knees began to buckle and turn into jelly.
Just when I was about to fall, Love caught me in his arms.
Oh, Love is so strong. And he looks me in the eyes and kiss me.
A strange sensation shot through me.
I was dancing on cloud nine.
My heart raced and attempted to escape my chest.
I was catching on for dear breath.
I couldn't breathe.
I couldn't hear.
I couldn't see.
All I could feel, was Love.

Ahhhhhhhh.... (:

My all time favourite love song:
I Love You Always Forever - Donna Lewis

Feels like, I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists, of pale amber rose
Feels like, I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching, discovering you

Those days, of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless, summer night air
Secret moments, shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness, soft spoken words

Chorus:
I love you, always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere, I will be with you
Everyday, I will devour you
I love you, always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere, I will be with you
Everyday, I will devour you

You've got, the most unbelievable
blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got, me almost melt away
As we lay there, under a blue sky
with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness, a magical time

(Chorus)

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

(Chorus)

HEE! HAVING CRAB FOR DINNER TODAY! :D!!!!
CIAO!

I'm yours and yours to keep forever, my love. (:

FRIDAY: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Good evening. It's around like somemore minutes to Saturday!
*SCREAMS!* Yes. MONDAY'S MATHS PAPER 2!!!!
*DUCKIE, YOU DIE!*
Uhh, that's kinda like the reaction because I've never been good at Maths at all.
Really.

I just did some Maths paper 2s from other schools. Pretty much, I think I almost failed most of them.

Anyway, I still think this holiday, is at least kind of good.
Even though it mainly tv and studying. At least I get to go out.
The outdoors never looked and smelled better!

Yesterday was Thursday and uh, I went out with Daddy, Mummy and my cousin!
WOOTS! ALL RELATED TO ME! :P!
We went to eat at the Stockpot, which I thought WAS great!

I recommended to try that place because I fell in love with the Mushroom Ragout my sister was telling me about. And I am a TOTAL mushroom fan!

It was also kind of funny because, I told everyone to choose something different and in the end, the guys chose some crab/lobster soup and the ladies had the Mushroom Ragout.
Well, but to my horror.... Let's be nice, shall we? The Mushroom Ragout was like uhhh.... Oats (:
And the crab/lobster soup in my opinion was not too bad. It just reminded me of pasta sauce, you know? Not too bad huh?

Both soups tasted well, special in their own way. And I guess all of us were not used to the way or taste it was made so I think it was really hard for us to stomach the thing down but we manage to in the end! (:

And so, we made our way to the National Library. You know something? We met at City Hall initially then from there we walked all the way to the Esplanade because the stockpot was in the restaurant. Quite a distance now, isn't it? Exercise is good haha.

Okay, so we spent like a lot of time in the National Library. And I'm really impressed with Cousin, he's like really street smart in a way (:

We stayed around studying until like ahhh the parents had to go first so I was left with my Cousin. Then he was like teaching me Maths and we made it back like almost at dinner time but I was early when I reached home! (:

And today, I went out with Daddy again! For lunch! We had PEPPER LUNCH! :D:D:D!
And as usual, I HAD MY SALMON PEPPER LUNCH! HAHA!

We walked around Suntec a lot. (:

Lol. And here I am today, now. Wow. Today, a lot has happened. And Daddy uh has disappeared.

Lol. Ciao. Night/Morning everyone! (:

ROCK ON! NEW SKIN!

Like the disclaimer has explained why I chose this skin.
Hope you guys love it. And um to people born in 1992,
this message/skin also applies to you (:

Ciaos. MATHS PAPER 2 AWAITS. *quack. ♥

Women cant stop talking

And men wont talk at all (y)

Hello everyone. I thank God for a lot of things.
HE's comforting me for being trapped at home, by making it rain (:

THANK YOU GOD!
YOU ROCK! (:

Anyway, I love rainy days! Don't you?
Makes you act like a pig at home.
If, you're at home at that time.

I wanna thank a few people in my life for putting up with me & my nonsense.
First person is DADDY. Yesh, the OOOOLLLLDDD MAAANNNN. So -called.
He's the first. Because I badger him every day, every hour, every minute, every second.
He's like some slave boy under me :P.

Then there's MUMMY. Mummy's everything a woman should be.
Pampered. Petty. Cute. SPOILED. Oh wait, that's the same as pampered. :P.
And there's also patience, tolerance and endurance.
I want to see how much she can tolerate me :P

I can only think about 2 most prominent people in my life. Excluding my family.
The rest, can come about almost as close. These 2 people, at least have life.
Look at Daddy he's the busy man. Look at mummy, she's the ... I dont know where she go but she's not at home.

Then there's me. Always asking myself. Duckie, what are you doing with your life?
Will you ever make use of all of your time wisely?
Do you ever even have a life of your own?
Or do you let people govern it? If you let them govern it, what is life to you?
LIFE. How? What do you define it as? Is it the mundaneness you experience when you're not doing anything or busy at the moment? And you stop and stare and ask yourself, what have you been doing? Or what were you doing? So busy, you didnt even notice that time flew!

I want to stop being a martyr. But at the same time, I'm asking for a hero.

To get me out of my life! My CURRENT life! And find me something more exciting.
More enticing. Something that can make my heart stop beating for once.

Something more on my toes. More tensed and pressurised.
And dont get me started on my studies.
Because I'm starting to think that my education is
OVERRATED.
I studied too much, I killed my own brain and their brain cells.

*

SUNDAY:
I went for cellgroup but I was late. I wore black mini skirt. My purple jacket and a pink AMSTERDAM shirt. Felt great to be in service. Not school, NOTE: NOT SCHOOL. SCHOOL'S A NONO FOR DUCKIE.

It was even better because mummy sat infront of me, the row infront. Caiying sat behind. (: I sat inbetween Charmz and Joyce (: The songs were great as ALWAYS.
Sermon was a bit surprising. And the best part was the one line jokes.

Because we were waiting for like this adv video. So Luke went out and he was gonna try to entertain us like, let me give you some examples:

WARNING: IF YOU CANT TAKE LAME-NESS, YOU CAN KEEP THIS SECTION OF THE BLOG.
ONLY GONNA WARN YOU ONCE.

Q: Which building is the tallest building?
A: The library because it has many STOREYS/ STORIES.

Q: Which room has no room?
A: A MUSHroom!

I only can remember 2 because I was dying of lameness! And pretty much crying out of it.
Well, then when the video came out it was only some guy in the toilet then later he ran out of the toilet. Yes, that's it. We waited so long, endured the lameness just for that. Yes, absolutely pffting.

Okay, old woman is naggering after me. She might have a chopper so I better go!
L O V E -
*QUACK.