I've finally sort out my issues.

Well, I admit that I am a person that can be pretty much over my head at times, I guess a lot of times in fact. But when I sit down and think about it, I really am a perfectionist yet being a perfectionist, I am very alert to all the imperfections.

But then I am forgetting that no matter how perfect I want to be, I doubt that I can be that. And I try to be. In turn, I will look at things that I want, things that are perfect enough for me. Friends, people, everything... But then now that I come to think about it, my secondary school class, the classmates were really over the border for me. Too much for me. And now when I come to settle in Poly, I realise that Poly really is so much better for me. I seem to have suffered the super extremes and when I come to a place whereby the environment is much better or actually about the same because I think it is the same in a way, the people there yet are different. Okay I know I sound mixed up but they are same because they all suffer from peer pressure, something that the majority of our society suffers from but they are different because well, poly people are much more, better in terms of accepting and I think their personalities. That's in my Poly faculty.

I think I am the kind of person you would called once bitten, twice shy because for me, when i experience something new, i will be lost about it initially then second time we meet, dejavu but I will know, I suppose.

This I suppose has inspired me to do well in my course, make good friends, and accept people for their shortcomings in that sense, things that I don't like about them or cannot tolerate. I know that I will have problems tolerating and getting used to it but hey, it's life and life isn't perfect.

Sigh, I hope what I said made sense, today I seem very distracted, not at all like the duckie we all know or at least people know.

Duckie - Deep thoughts.

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