Well, just today, I thought everything was fine and okay already. Like whatever happened, happened in school and that was that. Then in the end, it was a lie.

I guess I can't mix with the majority of the people because well, it's the common thingy I guess. I don't have that, even if I do, I don't have it with a lot of people.

Like I don't believe in peer pressure so I don't do all the things that people do, that maybe even my sisters try to do. I don't do that too. Peer pressure is like... it doesn't have much effect on me. And right now, I feel like daddy has abandoned me but I don't blame him. He's tired and I am suppose to be tired too and sleeping and yet, what am I doing?

I am in not a good mood and I hate certain things like people giving me orders and things that I don't like to do. It really sucks. That's what my parents do. Rarely will you ever hear a request, gentle request, soft things, and it's just so weird that they have this phrase 'practise what you preach' when people don't do it.

Sigh, I am just so filled with anger and sadness, I really want to just run away from it all. People really only think of themselves. It is just terrible. Sigh, I guess I'm not actually suppose to blog because I'm afraid I'll offend people here. But it really sucks maybe I should say what happened. What I feel.

I know that I talk too much. So much that well, I guess people don't like it lor. To put it simply. I am weird in that way. But hey, it's not like I'm never listening, is it? I do keep quiet too. Okay but... Sigh, character conflict within me. I will just hush up because I don't know what to do. Don't think about it then. I am going to sleep. And leave the problems of the world aside and away from me.

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duckie, troubled, upset, sad and miserable...