I have no idea where else I could turn to already.

So here I am. Today turned out to be a little weird. I couldn't get out of bed. But I did in the end, because of guilt.
I did a note today that was titled "I realise.."

Everyday or every morning, there is a hidden guilt in my heart. I guess that guilt affects everyone at home. Everyone who is a girl would feel it.

But then today was so well until the night came. Today was spent looking at the Academic Writing Essay. My essay title was Memories and Nostalgia Amongst the Elderly.

Well, I have memories and nostalgia too. I let go of my 10 miserable years in school. Yet they still haunt me, I was looking through people's facebook profiles just now, and I also did the note.

It's horrible, after seeing everything. I guess it really affected me a lot and it started because well, I was treated coldly by so many people. And I guess that affected me. Well, but I am in no position to feel like I have feelings but I have every right to ignore these current situations.

I am to resume my busy post, because I have Exams, I need to study, I have last minute assignments I need to complete. So I have every right, every reason to just drop and let go. But I just can't seem to do that.

I feel like I wear a mask, and my mask is beautiful.