Ohhhh yeah. (:

Today feels like a really awesome day. I feel like I have achieved something today.
And I want to thank one of my colleague! She helped me.

We helped each other actually. To get over 2 idiots. :P.
I can say idiot here because they really are idiots in their own ways.

I feel really awesome today like I have achieved something that I didn't think I could achieve.

I have finally let go.
I have learnt and realise a lot of things.

There are fine lines separating, it takes time to nurse a broken heart and absence makes the heart grow fonder.

And also just this whole relationship thingy. I felt like a brand new me bursting through with succession.

I was young and in love and very much hurt. I vowed to be free from all the tangles of love. I wanted to be what I wanted to be, an independent free young woman. But haha, how possible is it to run away from love? You can never run away from your problems. I learnt that the hard way. Neither is it easy to face it.

That's why we face it with our friends, we face it with as much courage as we have summoned out. I learn that. Today I learnt that some problems, you have to make a decision. You can't run away from it forever but then there's always putting the problem aside for a moment then getting back to it. But it can be put about as running away from it.

I learnt that today because I wanted to face the problem, I'm like all set and ready to face it and when it really comes, it catches me unaware and all so I froze there in my seat, unable to make a move. That's what I realise. Facing your problems ain easy but taking a step to try to solve it is good, it's encouraging.

I don't know how long my problem is going to last but I hope it won't end nasty. (:

I know it will take time to solve it, I must learn to be patient. And patient I shall try to be. Because I am not exactly a patient person. :P.

You must be too. (:

Love you (: