Dearest Diary. I admit, I have indeed taken up more than I can cope with but, this is my life and I am living it the way it should be lived in the Duckie standards, so bugger off. B)

First things first, my friendships, I feel so guilty towards my friends. They know who they are, they do come to this little blog and read my mindless entries or at least I think they can be pretty mindless at times. But this is where I pour out my feelings too.

I feel so guilty towards my friends, I don't want them to think that I am only interested in having a friendship with them because I need them like the usual, they have good grades and all that's why I am being friends with them, I don't want them to think that I am using them. I am not, but why does it seem that way? How can I not put it that way? Then I will feel bad.

And another problem that I have is, I have problems expressing myself. Certain things that I want to say, it's like they don't come out in the correct way that I want to put it. It's so irritating, I wish I could express myself properly. Probably right here right now, I can and am doing it the correct way, I hope.

Sigh, I just feel so troubled. And it's my mid terms on their way. They are making me lose sleep. But I hope you see this entry, you know who you all are.

Just for the record, I love you guys okay? And you all have been really understanding towards me, I will appreciate you and love you guys for it, I wish I could hug all you, but if you feel uncomfortable, I don't know how else to express it but in words. I really really really thank you all for being my friends and being so understanding. You all mean a lot to me and I thank God for all of you guys in my life.

God Bless You all. All the best for midterms, darlings! :D!