Du.. du.. du..
The sound of excitement
The rush in my ears
What it means to me, is expecting something, I don't know what.
Something unfamiliar, something I've probably not met.
Something I am not used to I might enjoy.. or not,
I don't know yet.

But what I do know is that it is coming
and coming it shall...

Okay, first off, I was thinking that I'd be bored this coming week.
Last week, nothing much I guess. I mean okay let's start with last Sunday.

Sang on stage, it felt dead and quiet, I asked for comments, some were... leaders all away, less people, it's just Clement or... well... lalala.

Then I regretted not spending time with Daddy and folks. Well, but dinner was exceptionally good so it replaced the dreading in the afternoon. We had Nonya food. My aunt said it's the best such that after you eat this Nonya food, every another Nonya food would suck, not sure about it, don't eat Nonya food much. My mum nearly cried, $12 per person and my family's suppose to be scraping from poverty, the heck.

Monday.. Work at Pantry, can't really remember.

Tuesday er.. I think I went to find a job, yeah the street surveyors on the newspaper. I regret it now too but hey, I'm in for the experience I got til Friday to hand up the stuff. It's like this, I called the street surveyor hotline thing in the classifieds section then came down to the place and well, I got like 100 pieces of survey to complete and give out advertisements. So um, well, that day, I tried Raffles Place, happened to be the best at the moment. Oh yeah, we went out to eat too, for dinner, again, I have stm.

Wednesday, yesterday... er i went to try to do the survey too but at Tiong Bahru and Bugis. Bugis first but it was poor. So Tiong Bahru as the guy recommended, not too bad lah. (: Oh yeah and while I was surveying, I happen to have taken my weight and stuff for free! Check it out:

Assuming that I have really shrunk from 164 to 161.7 like the medical report says,

My weight has not changed one bit it's 53kg as promised. But I think yesterday it was taken while hungry so it's 50.3kg haha.

Body fats was 21%, ideal is 18.9% (SHIT)

H-Two-O= 57.8% (hmmm....)

Physique Rating = 5 (is that good?)

BMR = 1232 (whoa what the...)

BM age= 16 (I'm 17 this year officially)

Bone mass= 2.3kg (erm...)

VFats = 1 (what's VFats? Trans??)

Okay, so health freak number one still has issues. Yesterday I went out to eat also.

And now, today, today was like whoa. Went to my Auntie's workplace. Went to work, tmr might be going for health check again, I'm like a busy woman! ...

And I'm tired, that's why the post is in a mess. I ran around, stoood a lot today at work and all. I should be sleeping and so now I will.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

My Colour Personality is: Melon :(


You are a very shy person. But you are also very compassionate and kind. You love to help other people, and you are very selfless. If someone is hurt, you are always the first one to help even if you don't know them. However, you are very timid, so you don't have many friends. If you want to be someone's friend, tell them. Trust me, they want to be your friend too. Your motto: "Others before me."

Haha, a quiz on Facebook! It's so true! BUT WHY ISN'T IT PURPLE! *CURSE AND SWEARS!*
Lucky not pink haha. But I didn't know that melon's a colour, honest, mates!

What Country Describes Duckie Best: Hawaii? Serious?


Your ultimate destination is Hawaii: You love the sun and relaxation of the beach..you love the crystal clear, blue waters and you love to take a dip in the pool... you don't like it too hot or too cool...you like it right in between.. better get packing... your destination awaits...

Then again, they're not wrong, it's true! :O!

Who I was in my Past Life: Ghandi!!?!!?!?!? (No comments and no pictures)

But it said this: In your past life you were Ghandi. In this life you continue to have a strong resolve, are steadfast in your beliefs, very patriotic, moral, and caring.

HAHA! MY TWILIGHT GUY IS JASPER!

Hmmm, Doctor Phil's Personality test: The Lively Center of Attention

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not one to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

YEAH! :P! Hahaha! (:

THAT'S ALL FOLKS!

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner

I don't know what’s right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear

Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it's how I'm program to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cause I'm being taken over by fear

Got the song title already?
It's currently my favourite song. Says a lot in this song. The bad words just add to the effect seriously.
But yeah, I like his artist, I think she's a bit like me except that I don't use swear words as boldly as she does and well, she's cheeky with her lyrics like daddy says.

Work today was a busy one, came late and had a lot of things to dry and wash. Oh by the way, did I mention that I work at the cafe now? I mean the one in Leroy's blog. And ahh the song above can be found in his blog too. The cafe looks like a doll's house. For people who might know this or recall this in English class, Mrs Jacobs once told the class to write a descriptive short scene and I did wrote one and I described about a town or a little village then I began with the road first then I started to describe some of the houses there and it so happens that one of the houses I was describing actually does look a bit like the cafe even though what I really was describing was what I saw in an MTV once. Lols, here's the MTV, folks!

With that, I wanna thank you for visiting my blog or at least reading this entry! I love Dido and she's really pretty and her hair looks great here!

The house isn't really what I described, was it? I got the inspiration from here! Haha, source of inspiration and ahhh, in the descriptive scene I put it that it looked like a doll's house that was purple and white heehee same here! (:

"You are not physically appealing to me. And he started to point out my facial flaws. He said he still loved me but never attempted to contact me via my mobile nor elsewhere. I guess only the internet remains supreme leader, that's only place where he'd attempt to try to find me."

I still think books are the best. Okay anyway, today I sent in a resume. Who knows how hard it was to write one! Actually not that hard, I tried to apply my knowledge of formal letter writing into it. In the end, my father changed the whole thing. It appears that writing a resume is NOT like a formal letter writing. Sigh, at least now I know.

Okay, I have a confession to make. I have nothing better to do at home and seem to be echoing what my parents are doing. Like, let's just say when they wake up for work I know I'd still be sleeping. And when I wake up I start to read then gradually, I'd start to do other things, I love watching youtube too that's one form of entertainment for me, the internet. If it's not reading, it's here then, that's when they're not at home.

When they are, I watch tv with them, although I don't fall asleep and now, they're going out to do some errands and yes, I'm going with them! Sigh.

Right now, I'm having my eyes all over the classified page. Oh my gosh. Haha. I called a few numbers and got rejected because they wanted to Perm. I am Temp haha. I think this is no different from reading soon after, when I look here and the newspaper, and my parents watching the news, I think all I am ever going to see is alphabets and words. Yay me.

Okay, I think I'd better do something now. Saving myself -

When I think about Australia, there are 2 things that strike my mind; The Sydney Opera House and The Great Barrier Reef.

I once came across a brochure about the Sydney Opera House, although the brochure was talking about haunted dwellings in Australia. It mentions though that even though the Sydney Opera House was a newly built building, it already has ghosts inhabiting in it. That is of course, very interesting to find out about. The structure of the Sydney Opera House too, sparks a curiosity in me as to how the designer had actually inspired to have an Opera House made like that, and how it would look on the inside!

I never knew what the exact meaning of the Great Barrier Reef mean but I suppose in simple English context, great means it is too fantastic while barrier would be referred as a blockage and a reef is where all the corals of the ocean floor live in so in other words, The Great Barrier Reef basically means A fantastic blockage made of plenty of corals! I have only seen corals on television when there are documentary shows. The most insightful would be the Blue Planet. Having to see it on a square screen is already too beautiful and magnificent as captured by the film underwater, but if one is able to not only see but touch and experience it, one will surely never ever forget the experience.

Extraordinarily though, there is only one possible movie I know that has most likely showed both of what would fascinate me the most about Australia and that movie is of course none other than Finding Nemo. A scene of the Sydney Opera House was captured during the Finding Nemo movie and the East Australian Current was also "showed" in the movie. What was the best about the movie was that it showed of the different kinds of fishes living in the ocean. It showed of the green sea turtle, known to be extinct soon perhaps because of its excessive hunting. I did not miss any of the corals that was showed too and the jellyfishes, even though it was cartoon, together with the documentary Blue Planet and Finding Nemo, my conclusion is that the ocean is just truly majestic.

As I end my post, Sydney Opera House and the Great Barrier Reef, you are treasures of Australia that I have yet to experience!

I was angry at one point with myself. I hated the stupid application form and all. But I've got over it like I always do.

Hello world. Today, I just read finish Deathly Hallows. I know what you're all thinking, 'What the book came out when? Why so long?' Well, my dad bought the fifth book then I had to go hunting for the sixth and the seventh one. Sixth actually I read it once lah. Then I think I stopped reading it suddenly because in the fifth book Sirius died then I was sad also. Then sixth book, Dumbledore died then I guess I couldn't take it. But the Seventh book showed of the usual same kind of hope. And I was just thinking, you know? What if Joanne wrote about Harry dying? I think that I would accept that, I mean I know for a fact that originally he WAS suppose to die but then all the Harry Potter fans wrote to her and ask her not to let Harry die so well, Joanne is Brit and, nice about it. (:

It's not such a bad book honestly. For people out there who hate to read, books bring you out of your life, for me, reading books like Harry Potter, the Twilight Saga, Cecelia Ahern's and Little Black Dress books; they have all brought me out of my world for a minute or 2 and it was really great. People like books for a reason, try fantasy books like Harry Potter, those will definitely help you to escape this world, Reality.

Well, talking about that, I think that I had too long a holiday ever since O lvls. Okay, so I'm going Poly and not JC anymore. The holidays' really long. Got a job, quitting soon. And I know in my hols that I became a TV person, bookworm, still a bookworm and still a TV person. Did the norm, go church, attend services and all. Went out for movies, watched Marley and Me and cried. I know what my weakness is now. I cry when I watch Animal Movies and the animals die. I cried when I watched some Little Red Fox movie too, can't remember what the movie name really was.

So, can you imagine when the Poly application stuff came and disrupt my absolutely perfect peaceful life? Actually it's not that bad, just that I got to know "new" places. I frankly do not go out a lot and so, I got new experiences I suppose you could say.... Sigh, suddenly got nothing to blog about.

Oh wait, there's something hovering in my mind. It's just... They say Christians aren't suppose to read or are allowed to read books like Harry Potter. I think I do not agree with that. I mean yes even though it's magic and all that. I mean the stories, they still teach you how to be human, all the philosophical stuff too and logic mostly, especially Dumbledore. He's super human and super smart for reasons. I just think people should read the book lah. The last book is probably the best in my opinion or something, but you gotta read all the books lol.

Okay, my sisters watching Red Cliff now and I'm suppose to have something else to do so, love you all! <3!!!

HUGS AND KISSES FROM ME.. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Hahaha. (: