HELLO!

Hey guys, well the feeling is back, is this feeling called Burn Out?

Sigh, was supposedly studying... I have a lot of things to do but then I don't want to do them, I just want to have one superbly wild day and play hahaha!

Well I can't. I got exams soon yeah in a couple of weeks, on my birthday and for 3 days. Nice, right?

It's like I got work to do and so much things to attend to but yet I just can't keep myself tied to one corner and all, I end up doing something else, got that feeling before?

And the next thing I know is.... I am always found at the same places.
TP, Home, PL, Church. Zomg. It's like WHAT. Hahaha, and I feel so sad and sorry for Daddy because his little girl has become very boring.

I used to complain about him being not free but he's not used to being free too. He sleeps leh! What the! Then he lives with his laptop, do household chores.... What about me? Well, I study, work, play a lot, slack a lot, live everyday like it is. With tv and all. There's like no ZING! to life. So life's really boring.

But you can definitely rely on some things in life.
Like friends, forever dynamic sweet cute friends! :D! (Of course I'm referring to you sweet stuff out there, in church and in TP :D) and Daddy haha who belongs on a category all on his own. Sad thing. :P.

And yet, only about 6 people know the deep secret? Or not that deep.
This is how I'm feeling about it. I listened and listened to this song and the feeling is starting to fade away....

Kelly Clarkson: Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Sounds sad but fits almost perfectly. :/

Yeah well I do ask myself too, what's wrong with me? o.o
Maumau said it's something to do with lack in something else. Hmm...
Don't see how the other person can make up for the lack. :/

Oh yeah and compare it with this song.... It's been controversial....

Beyoncé - Halo

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Contradicting right? I mean if you heard the songs, they are er well, they sound the same but then they are totally different! One's a break up song the other is a falling in love song!

Haha don't worry it's just almost from the same guy or song writer or song composer so they are absolutely fine! Plus, I love these 2 songs! But I gotta admit, Already Gone is a nice song than Halo but the person who sang Halo is a better singer than the person who sang Already Gone! :P!

OH YEAH.....
Sad Valentines Day this year?

Like seriously hahaha. I was talking to Cousin about it.
He said sad for couples and those who want to confess during Valentines Day.
People call it V.Day. :D!

So it's like visiting then what, go dating? Haha. He reasoned that we can't go visiting the whole day, which is true! Haha! :)

Well, I guess I should start hitting my butt to get some things done!
Hope I provided some interest and insight to you in this entry.
Loves~ The Duckie. :D.