YO GUYS! WHATZZ UP!!! :D!

Hey so much happened this week I think I must say.

I fell down on Wednesday, like early in the day, don't ask how it happened, people said it was the shoe. And plus, I wasn't looking at where I was walking, it was down the stairs, from Eng sch to the audi there then I fell down. :/

It was weird, I was looking up at the sky, thinking about nothing much.. And I fell, and when I fell it was like as though I was daydreaming then I fell back on the Earth with a thud. Not a nice one to add.

Laughed for a bit at my stupidity, my friends probably thought I was insane. But ever had those moments in which you'd laugh when you fell? That was how I felt.

Then I massaged my feet make sure it was fine then oh crap. I sprained one of them, Bother. I always hurt my leg anyway. I think I have loose ankle joints too. :/ Kept on falling down.

Looks like I can't sit cross-legged anymore, if I do, I'd be like oh shit, it hurts... :/

That's #1.

Feel so blur this week, always find myself losing focus, dropping out of focus. Even with my friends, I feel so alone once again. I sort of got used to this alone thing. I feel like I like it very much, like I can just sit at one place, (hopefully it's quiet) then stare at nature and enjoy the scenery kind of thing.

I love TP. We have a reservoir! It's so pretty! :D! I like to go there and enjoy the wind. Sit on the grass usually I'm with my close friends and we'd talk or I'd do most of the talking :P.

Okay, now this one is just random.

Looks like we plunged into a relationship too fast.
You don't seem to love me, but I think I love you, it's just one big haze now.

I miss you, your loving you, your care and concern, your attempted affectionate love,
Sometimes I feel so pathetic, that all I want is love but I can't get any.

And then I'd seek it somehow, in all the wrong ways, and end up miserable.
I feel like I am always deprived. I can't look for it because I don't want to get hurt, but I long for it because it makes my life seem important.

So is my life important? I like to feel included, needed and important. Doesn't everyone?

I guess what I am trying to say and be is. I want someone to need me. To want me, to love me and I'd give my best to love the other person back with my whole heart. :)

Haha, I always joked that if Facebook could allow us to type anything in our status bar, I'd put:

"LEAVE ME ALONE. PLEASE? "

Hahahaha, not too sure about what I feel now.

Gosh, I should start to get on with my sch load!
PSY EXAM, LAW PROJ, ASR PRESENTATION, Psy presentation I'm done. Ahhhh then all the studying I suppose.

I love you my friends out there, I treasure each and every one of you.
I hope you'd treasure me too. :)

LOVE, Duckie. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo