I feel so emotionless now. I like it. :)

I don't feel angry at Leroy or anyone else. I don't find any or a reason to be angry. I just feel like I got the inner peace in me, which is really cool. Like someone has prayed for me. THANK YOU, whoever you are! God Bless You too! :)

And when I look back and ask some fundamental questions....
Well, I consider and think myself to be single. I do go on dates with guys. Or it depends on how the guys see it. Of course, most of them classifies it under dates, for me well, I go on Girlfriend dates but they are not like the usual dates we like to think of the romantic kind of dates.

Because for me it's more like I need companion that's why. It's more like company than dates. Like just hanging out with friends, finding things to do. I never see it romantically or whatsoever. And well sometimes you guys know how much I like to talk, just have moments in which I spill all my thoughts into.

I was telling my diary about it the other day. But I was so out of focus of writing in it, so disappointing. I usually pen down my very thoughts that I feel so strongly for. Even now though I am not exactly penning it down on my personal diary.

So what's up with my life? Well recently I missed service and went for a debates tournament called Dorothy Cheung. It was fun. I was adjudicating. And at times, I was Chair. In fact, first round Chair and the only adjudicator in the room, second round panelist, third round Chair and 4th round Chair again I think. Then I got news that I didn't break and got a bit numb or upset, went to make a couple of phone calls only to find out I broke into the quarter finals then that's it. Haha. Oh yeah to make it a little not so exciting. I adjed the JC/Sec school rooms. Not too impressive I feel. There was a major lack of explanation. :/

But anyway I was happy actually that I didn't break into the semi-finals because there was a really exciting match going on. Seniors VS the Coachers' team! Guess who won! Lol! I was bookie for awhile, haha, asking people to place bets on who will win. Won't tell you who. No fun to. :D. But it was so exciting!

There were some fun shots thrown in the room. One of which is my favourite because my coach was up there making his speech and before he began his argument he said he had something he needed to get out of his system. He said that he wasted 3 years of his life training those 3 guys on the Gov side and he is really disappointed. With that, one of the guys from the gov side stood up and POIed him saying "Coach!" and the whole room burst into laughter once again. It was too funny. I'll never forget it.

The amazing brilliance. I think the TP Debates is really a fun CCA to be in. We have our moments and too much fun at the tournaments. Bonding and all. I love it there and I don't think I'll ever want to quit :P.

It teaches me to be more open minded too. Accept things easier, think deeper and further and analyse ideas and everything. It's too insightful sometimes I get lost. Well but quite disappointing I am going to miss Easter service this coming Sunday. But I am however not going to miss Good Friday. I will remember the day in which our Lord Jesus Christ died on the cross for us/me and rose again. It will be beautiful days. :)

SMU debate tournament, I await you. :)