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Thursday, 29 April 2010 @ 23:13

Lol, why am I always so busy nowadays?

Heyya. Not a very big great response coming out from the new blogskin and previous entry... Maybe you guys take time to react. But please, the tagboard's here now. At the moment.

Well, I made that first comment there because well, now that the ICIP is over... I could get used to it, if it was school, free food, nice ballroom for lectures, dress formal everyday, 10 minutes from my house, it was heaven. And it's hotel food! It so happens that Friday, we've got a whole packed day til 6pm. The make up lectures... argh... then rehearsals at night and going Timber too I think crap.

Saturday is another rehearsal and going out to spend time with someone.
Sunday is the performance, hopefully I remembered everything.

Then Monday school resumes. It could be cute, with so much happening. Could be.

I'm not sure who's going to read this but I'm just going to state some of what I'm feeling inside of me. What I feel is like a cauldron of water stirring continuously. I think and feel about some things and I am confused at others. I don't really know what I want but I care about everything and anything. Well yea it has to do with love. I don't want to care about it, I really don't but I do.

Lol, when people ask if I'm attached or whether I have a boyfriend, I don't know what to say... To say yes is like... Really? I will ask myself. To say No.... Well, I think I'd always make use with that answer or even better I'll be asking Why? or Don't answer or I don't know. I'd use those too. I feel so lost and empty but I don't feel sad or anything. I feel emotionless somehow. Not afraid, not thinking. Just quiet, mindful and alert. I kinda like that. I like it when it's quiet too. It's peaceful. :)

Don't think I have a lot to say other than OH MY GOSH. I've got songs to learn! And school tomorrow! RAWR! Bye? :)