hey guys, sorry I took my tagboard away. I said no more advertisements or it's going to go away and well, they still put advertisements, so, IT'S GONE!

Hmmm, probably gonna get one soon or something.

Anyway, I feel so weird now. It's on this whole thing called Love. How do you know you're in it and how do you get out of it? Well I thought I'm really good at dealing with this whole love shit. I know who I love and who I want to be with and all, I can deal with that.

But it's the friends part that I'm really worried about. :/
I hang out with a bunch of friends weekly. I was told that one of my social circles, had lots of screwed up messed up people in it. LOL, I was just thinking if I was one of them. So anyway um.

I was just thinking what's up with me. Do I like someone else suddenly? And how do I know if it's like or some kind of love? Why can't I tell it apart? I know I care about the person. Somehow maybe it's the adverse effect kind of thing. Because all I know is that the person is very um how do you say? Mysterious? Secretive?

I know he's a deep thinker like the things he says, lol, he's a bit like me I guess. I was told that when I speak people keep quiet like I bring about silences. So does this person. So cool right? I finally found something in common with this guy. Except he's really keeping to himself a lot. I sort of feel like I've found some kind of a comrade...

And and recently, it's like I can empathise totally with what he's going through. What I want to do however, is I want to be able to talk to this person normally. It's like this person, not that he can't talk normally, it's just, he's not a talker. So...

How do you get close to someone who's very much alone, he doesn't talk, he likes to be alone, he likes to do his own things....?
It's so weird. I think I'm going mad. Can't even read the politics stuff properly because I keep getting distracted. Oh what should I do? I feel crazier by the minute.

Reminds me of the song Crazy by Britney Spears, really old song. LOL.

Hmm but I really want to be good friends with this person. That's what I know I want to do. Be able to talk to him like a normal friend would. Communicate smoothly. He talks very fast and very short. It's almost like he doesn't want to talk and wants to get things over and done with quickly....

Sigh, Need to stop thinking so much, I'm crazy already. Duckie. OUT.