Lol, here goes the emo post....

yeah just cried. Why? Because I felt that love is cruel.

Why do I love and feel so much for someone who doesn't seem to care a shit about me? It's like loving the pillar or the wall or a block of thing. There's nothing else to it.

I cried because I felt so upset. Because I love this thing, this block of wood, I've let go of other things that really touch and warm my heart. Those sweet things and I feel so guilty because I do return them and I do love them with all my heart but I cannot do anything about it. Because my heart is already sent away to somewhere else. So what can I do? But mourn? But be sad and cry my heart out til I'm satisfied. I'm so sorry I like you too, I wish you still feel the same way. I am utterly and totally depressed.

I wish you can save me like you did before. Your love, it's your love that gives me hope.