Hello oh demoted one. Haha. I'm listening to "angel" by Sarah McLachlan.

Well, I'm kinda of er confused about work. Really. I happen to do the most extraordinary things at work. In fact, they are so extraordinary, I have nothing to say.

It's weird because one minute, I'm a total bitch and PMS about it. The next, I'm an angel and I feel totally neutral about it. Does it make sense? That's why I said PMS, right?

Anyway about life, hmmm, my love life is a bore. Like after all the excitement it suddenly died down, where or when is the thrill going to rise up again?

I'm beginning to think about the different stages in life and I wonder where am I at. I've learnt psychology, maybe there's some developmental psychology going on. I've learnt about age and what different people at different age will think about or how or what their mentalities will be like.

I realise that I like to be out of the ordinary, I like to be different but sometimes, being too different has its backlashes. I like it though, to be the outstanding one because if every time is always the same, it is always boring to me.

But you know, there are some things in life that is really curious and you'll be amazed when you've experienced them, being something and someone in the world and society, there are some experiences that there are to die for.

We all know that, don't we? Yet, are we afraid? I don't want to be, I want to go all out to do them, that's the difference I guess. Will you be the difference with me, as well?