What turned out to be a really busy day today had quite a big turn of events.

Today I was suppose to work from noon to 5pm. I was doing greeter today. I don't know if I lost focus because I forgot to eat because this was like the first few times so bad I think. I don't know. Everything seemed to be so confusing today.

I was greeter but I also took orders and I screwed up. According to the deployment chart, I was suppose to be doing greeter and Station A. I love Station A, only a few tables to do. And I remember doing it really well.

But today the way it went, I don't know if they did tell the other guy but I felt like it was not fair to me. Because even tho I was greeter right? I know it's my fault that I didn't check who was the stationmaster but the thing is, when I first started this stupid bloody job, I had no trainer or even if I had, he went back to China already what the hell then I was just left there dangling, I don't even know how their system works. There's just no communication.

I was the greeter then, I don't know who Station B's stationmaster was and I heard that he went toilet! WTH! Then also never tell me! I am greeter leh! And it's just really a lack of communication, and I took orders because they wanted to eat immediately then the orders came out weird or wrong or something, then I got scolding. 2 people talked to me not just once, more than that I think. I feel so angry and so wronged. I have that feeling for like so many times.

Especially in confused situations, what I think I will end up doing is taking the blame and leaving even if it's not my fault I guess.

I hate this stupid shit, I need to change job or change the line of work I am doing. I want office job, I guess. Sigh. So complicated and so confusing.

Today is such a confusing day!

Worship duties also all mixed up. It's just crappy la. Sigh. I feel so bad, I wish I wasn't so blur sometimes... :(