Hello, it's been a while since I've been here. How are you?

It's been crazy. I still don't think my GPA is going to soar this semester because I just don't take the ropes enough. Well, I've discovered something new about myself again. My mouth is just glued together. :|

Yeah.... It's like I have the thoughts in my head, it's talking them out that's difficult. I don't know why. And sometimes when they come out of my mouth, they are in words and tones that I don't feel. Maybe it's just a problem of expression?

I realise that when there are other people around to take the ropes, I'm kind of afraid of being part of the competition or something so I just try to stay out of power. That's not exactly a good thing but it goes and runs along I guess. I don't have a lot to say and I have different moods when I feel like talking when I don't.

I like The Office. Jim vs Dwight. It's hilarious really. I wish I could like somehow see more of it. Too bad the funniest videos was just been cut off by youtube. Oh wells, so back to the other comedies? I think Mind Your Language can be boring sometimes. The Cosby Show is always rather exciting. Hehehe.

Well, today is break day so I should find something to do and then gear up on the momentum again. It's been crazy, I was supposedly suppose to have 3 presentations today. It's only 2. And I felt like I've lost my silver mouse. In the end, I think my sissy has it. :/

For the past 3 consecutive days, I've been bringing my lappy to school yo. Not too bad is it? But heavy I must tell you. :(

Ah, now I've got Presentations to prepare for progplan, UT, skit for interpersonal, and a CI presentation to do for the following week too! SDLs, reports. I'm weighing out the work then I have to study for 2 subjects and then I wonder how the rest is going to be like. Love, sweet love heehee.

The title reminds me of this song... So long ago....

I didn't notice
But I didn't care
I tried being honest
But that left me nowhere
I watched the station
Saw the bus pulling through
And I don't mind saying
A part of me left with you

One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home

Did I make you nervous?
Did I ask for too much?
Was I not deserving one second of your touch?

One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home

What would you do if I could have you?
Oh if I could
I'd let you feel everything I'm thinking
Wouldn't that be nice?

One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you