Hello Blog. :)

I told myself not to be emo tonight but the sky isn't really all that helpful..
I guess sometimes I can't control my thoughts and words very well.
I don't think before I speak most of the time because I always think that, the first words and thoughts that you think are the truth and is you not the fake you.

I focus too much on being me, really me not fake like the other people. And then I realise that I may not understand the situation properly and speak first, which causes more troubles.

I have problems being myself now and being who I want to be, yes there's a difference.
I believe that I have to really think about all these things. And right now, here in this dead stormy night, I fight my battle alone, and I wish for things to be well alone.

But the truth is, I guess, I should learn to move on, let live and just enjoy life and the moments. Don't think too much, try your best in everything, watch what I say and just have neutral thoughts and feelings all the time, then, life will be at peace. :)