Letter to Robin

CONGRATULATIONS ROBIN! YOU FOUND IT!

Not like it's that hard to find, I post it everywhere. Hahaha. But this is one dead dear thing.

END OF LETTER.

081111 00:50

Man oh man. I washed me hairree. Yessiree. Well updates on my life. I haven't graduated yet. Dammit. I'm still schooling but then I'm totally enjoying the working life. It's a bitch because I work almost everyday yet I'm okay with it.

I'm like a workaholic. And I totally like being a workaholic. But then the thing is that, it really ruins my life. I rush everywhere and everything. And sometimes I don't know why I'm rushing but I'm rushing and that's that. :/

I like having this freedom of money in my pocket though. I guess it's something everyone likes but then what about a young teen or youth? I think sometimes the world really impacts us a lot.

Years ago, I wouldn't be like this. I wouldn't care about what clothes I wear. I wouldn't care about what people think about me but I care so much about what I think about myself. What I am, what morals I believe in and hold so dear to my heart.

Now that I've grown older, I can't really see these things as I have seen them before. I shop now, I buy really expensive things now. I actually have a preference for materialistic goods. The past me didn't like all these things. The present me does. No matter how much I try to convince myself to be different I think I've lost the true purpose of why I wanted to be different in the first place.

I wanted to be different because what I perceive of the crowd is that they always follow blindly, they think it's cool and they wanna do it and end up everyone's doing it. It's really stupid to me. So then I wanted to be different, I wanted to be the interesting one, the one that is different and special and sees things from the other side of the mirror.

The grass ain always greener on the other side then. The grass was always greener, fresher and more awesome on this side.

And man oh man, I had dreams, I have a lot of dreams. But now, I think the only dreams I should have is when I close my eyes.

:P

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