Hoy all! Today work was aweesoomee!

GOT A FREE 7-INCH BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE! :P!
That's $52 mind you!

Looks like all the scoldings and bitchings paid off! She gave it to me as some kind of a farewell cake before I officially start work!

I want to make something for them too. I was thinking finger foods like those cocktail stuff. I'm good at those I guess. I guess only! I was going to go all Mediterranean MY FAVOURITE STYLE! With the olives!!! OMG! &the mini sausages also called cocktail sausages I think. With of course, Pineapple slices, apple slices, pear slices, Cherry tomatoes. I don't think baby carrots would fit in but yea, something like that. Maybe boiled chicken that's chilled too? Still working on it! AND WHAT ABOUT MUSHROOMS!!!! HAHA! Okay getting a little enthusiastic here. But yes, I would love those... :)

I forgot where I ate one of them cocktails. It had olives, um... like chicken or something OH TOMATOES! Not Cherry but the sliced... I think I have to work on the recipe. But ya. I can't bake. House no oven! Only Microwave oven... So sad right? Ah well.

I could buy quiche.... Or make quiche.... Or not. The quiche I bought that time $16 for a slice. Super rip off lor! But exotic food mah My Fave. Currently still obsessed with the Mediterranean taste. Will tell you when my exotic tongue changes its flavour again! ;)!

Anyway today I woke up in tears, I don't know why man. I spent like 5 minutes plus crying not the normal crying the one where I will really tear until pink eyes! So weird! I didn't have any dreams or anything! Just woke up and cried then felt a bit better. I feel that it's always better to cry when you're sad or upset and vomit when you feel unwell and sort of want to vomit! Works wonders! Talking about vomit reminds me of that one time super freaky...

I remember I had a dumpling that day, it was like in the morning or something during recess, Secondary or Primary school. Then like I was feeling a bit weird the whole day, I only knew when it came to sleeping time, I was still feeling uncomfortable and I couldn't sleep.... It was like 3am and I was just tossing and turning... Then I decided to get up and I felt like puking for a bit so I tried to puke and to my surprise I did vomit and I did feel better. What was astonishing was that the thing that I regurgitated that night was that same dumpling but whole and intact! THAT SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME! IT NEVER DIGESTED!!!!! Shiiitttt!!!!! DAMN SCARY SIA! That was the last time I ate dumplings or something. Or ate food from that stall. GOSH!

Anyway it's almost 2am. My hair still not really dried yet. You know I was talking to one of the guys from my course. He's some random dude la. Suddenly like chat up to me then all his guy friends say he like me or got something for me. Whatever I don't care. It's just I'm that kind of girl, how do I put it to you? I hang out with a lot of guys. I think sometimes guy friends are better listeners than girlfriends and it's like my guy friends right, today I kind of realised something. The reason why guys love hanging out with me or asking me out is because maybe I really am that interesting or just have a lot of things to say....

I gave it a short experiment. I went out with Piggy the other time, Piggy's in NS. And when he's out of camp, he doesn't want to get contact with anything green, NS or whatever, he said before he just wants to hear me talk about my life and nothing else because my life definitely don't have NS hahaha. That's one thing that kind of supports my observation. And I felt so bad, he was in misery and still drive me around but Piggy's the kind of guy, like got good credentials to be boyfriend and stuff. Thing is, there's no chemistry nor romance between us, he's really friend-zoned when it comes to me. To be honest, sometimes friendzoning a guy, is one of the best things ever.

Then there's Mau. My interactions with Mau are very interesting. He calls me his meimei but then every now and then he'd be like he wants to hug me, kiss me (-.-), comes up with stupid excuses to hold my hands or something even tho he has a girlfriend and his girlfriend is my best friend! SO WEIRD. We're like FWB. But I don't practice that concept so I'm like why are you doing this, you're making me uncomfortable but hugs are okay they always are then he will like kiss my face or my head -.- the shit. But okay whatever. Again, good credentials. Romance and chemistry. He's well... I don't know I don't think I'd ever pick him to be my boyfriend. He does have like how do I say it.... But I don't know I think ultimately, I would still say no. It's just what I feel luh. But other than that, he can be fun and stuff. We always have a lot of fun when we hang out with each other. He's the WTH kind of guy, does a lot of WTH kind of things so yeh, makes things fun and interesting too eh?

For Mau, it's a bit different.. We're really like brother and sister in a sense except when he gets all incestual ha ha ha but other than that, I like our intellectual topics. Cuz we're both from the TP Debates team so I would say talking to him is really like a breath of fresh air sometimes. And he notices our conversations at times like when he's talking about mundane stuff, I don't listen and the stuff I usually talk about is really like whoa interesting, heartfelt, HTHT kind. And that's Mau and that's like our interactions really close and intimate in a sense. I can be totally and completely honest with him so can he with me, and I'm really happy for that :)!

Jerry is rare la but of course he's another old friend of mine just sometimes I don't know if I can really trust him with my secrets to be honest. When you hang around business people, whatever you tell them, you must be careful anyways. That's about what I can say lor. But he's also a fun nice guy, no car or something but very spiritually with God :)! Jerry is also another fun interesting guy all the random stories and joker so not bad, but I have had monologues with him and he has monologues with me so quite okay :)

Justus is like my listening ear forever. I talk to him about my little bro, he sorts of help me and give me advice, tell me what to do but I end up only listening to it not applying it sometimes because I guess all I wanted was a listening ear and he was that and he's great. Okay sidetrack a bit:

You can tell when someone is a good listener or not. In my experience I don't know if I'm a great listener or not. But I try to be. I mean there are some moments in my life, I know I talk monologues and speeches but there are times in my life, I rather be quiet. Especially when you have something to say Heartfelt, HTHT or what. And also, interesting stuff of course. But yes I have a short attention span and yes I AM IMPATIENT. Everyone knows that. Lol #That'sSoJos. So yeh. Moving on...
The person will really show that they are listening to you. What I do is say mmhm. That helps. verbal responses no matter what. And giving your opinion sometimes. It doesn't really count as interruption but it helps a lot because it's like you're really listening and eye contact. Fun thing about these people is we always have eye contact and I am not shy around them because it's like I know them for ten thousand years already. Shy what shy? Never see that word in my dictionary before that sort of thing. So yeh. And you really appreciate them so so so damn much for listening to you! Love them to bits!

And of course the last but not least is Jai la. But Jai I don't really do HTHT talk with him leh. We're too chilled and relax and let lose and have fun to do that kind of stuff haha but if it's needed, he will still have HTHT talk with me of course he will always turn into some kind of a humorous thing. That's the thing about Jai, he's never too serious and always having fun, that makes hanging out with him so much fun! :D!

That's pretty much the guy records... so far those people that I hang out with and love hanging out with or talking to them. One thing that all have in common is......... THEY'RE OLDER THAN ME! :D! Except Justus, he's just a really great guy that's all. But I think all of them are pretty much all FRIENDZONED. Haha. Being friends with guys are so awesome. You can have like the whole world of fun! :P OH OH WAIT! I forgot one more guy! HOW COULD I FORGET HIM!!!! I DIDN'T ACTUALLY! HA!

Of course the last guy is none other than..................... *Drum roll please*................................



LEXY! ♥♥!!!!



Yes my most beloved Lexy, our interact I have to say is probably the most interesting thanks to me ha ha. Lexy is a very cute guy to talk to. Always and forever very playful. Very cute. And he's very thoughtful too as a friend and as an attempted lover or some sort. I love teasing him so much because I love to see his reactions to my teasing. I tease him so much he thinks that I really like him and have feelings for him but I think I'm like his older sister. There was a point in time I thought I really did like him BUT HE'S 4 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME! 3 or 4 years dunno which. But Lexy is actually a very serious guy. He is super mature. Idk why and only likes mature girls. I behave like some little annoying sister to him LOL. Then he's like some big brother or something but he gets entertained by me la. Like come on who doesn't? :P! Our mutual friend is this guy called Adam. He's.......... er not exactly my cup of tea in any way but he's okay. So yep! WRAPPING UP!

2.22am liao. My hair like 70% dried! I think so I should sleep. IF you managed to read through all that monologues GOOD ON YOU! If you died and got bored halfway maybe you're like me hahaha. Idk. I'm talking crap! BYE! ♥~!

I MISS YOU!
I just hope you miss me too...
Sigh. So many things to say but I don't think they'll ever leave my mouth..