Sorry I changed my skin again. It had like um photobucket stuff again. SO ANNOYING! So yeh... :(

I had a bad day yesterday. It was Friday. I had half the mind not to go to work. I guess I should have listened to my instincts. It's true, it's like they could survive without me, why did I still insisted on going?

Was it because of the monies? Or was it because of my workaholic tendencies? But whatever it was, it was really bad. I guess yesterday I was really distracted. I don't know why they were also so very angry with me.

It feels like all the small things. Did I do something wrong? I came in late, that's one thing I know. And I can't believe whatever that has happened yesterday still affects me today. And will it tomorrow? I have no idea man...

But I should be used to it. They are always like that to me. Hmm...

She really made me feel like a kid, so immature like I didn't grow up. I am irresponsible and everything :( which makes me think, am I really like that? I guess I sort of am. Sigh. I need to grow up and act like a responsible adult now.

I won't blame it on the culture that I grew up in or whatever but then well.... It sort of has to do with that I think.

I am going back there on Sunday. Hope I don't dread it. Will I have this dreading feeling for my dream job too? :(

Can't help but keep worrying... Will I get in? Will I not? I never really have a strong enough passion for anything you know? I am sort of the person that goes by with whatever that comes in the way. Maybe I should be less like that and more hardheaded on some stuff.

On a lighter and brighter note, I have attended my class BBQ today and it was awesome :) I missed being in class again, all the madness and fun. I really missed them. It was a good catchup :)!