Aloha.

2017 already. So, does anyone still use blogger? Or use a blog? Hahaha.

I have been so absorbed in my work, that it seems I've lost track of what really means the most to me.

Ladies and gentlemen, have you ever asked yourself, what means the most to me?

I have! And I have always asked myself this.

Apart from this, I also ask myself what's the meaning of life. Why was I born and brought into this world and how as an individual can I contribute to this world?

I guess that's the question we all ask ourselves and we want to know or more like, we're dying to find out why or maybe, that's the reason why we're in this world. To find out why we are in this world.

I haven't been updating much on my blog so here goes... It seems the last time I remember having a blog was when I was in Secondary School. It was an IN thing then.

But I read somewhere that the kind of person that I am is that I choose whether I want to be part of the IN thing or not because I don't believe in feeling this sense of peer pressure.

I only found out that after secondary school when I studied Psychology that this peer pressure thing doesn't really affect me because of my mother. She nags at me and I always in a way "rebel" against her so that's the reason why I don't really suffer from this peer pressure that society does.

And for that, thank you mummy! :)!

I guess my life really did start to feel damn damn different when I entered Poly. It was like a first wave of culture shock. I remember crying on my first day because I was like WTF is going on! But yea :/

It was not guided and like a classroom style, it was more free learning. To be honest, until now Idk if I can appreciate this style of learning or I still prefer the classroom style.

This year I'm 25 already and well no longer in Poly. I look back at what I've gone through and my life choices and all that.

The changes that I've been through as well. After Poly, I immediately jumped into a job that totally wows me. Not only in pay but also opened my eyes to see the world.

Ok I have to be random and admit something now. I recently purchased a new laptop. It's a ASUS core i7 lappy and typing this entry makes me realise that I am absolutely so foreign to this laptop keyboard.
Took me dunno how long to find the open and close brackets. Lucky, I can still type fast but then a lot of the buttons seem to be missing hahaha NOT. Just need to use the shift keys and function keys more often. How horrible :P

So Anyway as I was saying, I find myself asking myself Jos, what do you really want in your life?
Another question I ask myself is what makes you happy?
So I'm gonna list here what I think makes me happy hahahaha

1. Eating delicious food. Of course if cheap and delicious then YEA

2. Guess I'm young at heart for this one? I still like going to theme parks and it does feel like it's my birthday Hahahaha

3. Going to see scenic views. This one is totally definitely man!

4. AirBnb? I realise that I like to go to a city and stay there overnight or something, it's like soaking in the city feeling you know? I only realise this in the past few years that I like to soak in the culture and bask in their ways of living, it's a damn awesome feeling

5. Now now now, who doesn't like to receive compliments? Hahahaha But hey, I don't wanna get a big head ya. :P

6. Being with my friends of course. It sounds dumb but I like having a purpose or an aim. Yes there are times that I want to feel like I wanna freestyle and be spontaneous but mostly, I want to feel like I have a purpose and an aim. :)

7. Surprisingly, looking back at photos and memories and just walking down memory lane.
It's like a sense of how far you have come and you have conquered and done so much.
It can be quite encouraging, you know? :)

8. I think that's most of it. Could we add in a last one? Hmm I guess when a person is more er real to me. Like they trust me and they confide in me...
To be honest, often or not, whenever it happens, it surprises me. I don't know... Sometimes I think... Am I that sort of person? Do I come across as that sort of person? That you would lower your guard to tell me something close to your heart? Hahahaha. But it happens it does warm my heart and it also it just makes you feel this sense of achievement? And you feel closer to the person?

I always believe that when someone confides in you, yes you listen and it's also nice to like er tell them something that's also close and personal to you as it is to the person if not the person feels very vulnerable. Hahahaha.

I guess that's all for now?

Hopefully I will blog more often.

If not,

I'll see ya,
When I see ya.

Luv, Da Duck.

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